I work 8.30am to 5pm daily and then do an hour of gym from 5.30-6.30pm. I usually have a half dose (100mg modafinil or 75mg armodafinil which I get it from highstreetpharma) with my morning coffee and it definitely gets me through the day. My question is, would it be ill advised to take a...

Lmao, I knew I couldn't do it. I told myself I wouldn't post on here again, but to be fair I almost made it two weeks! yay... My disorder has made yet another increase in severity, and things are pretty fucking crazy now, I want to document what I've been experiencing since these past few days...

Hi Everyone! It's Elaine Hunter here in a new interview!! Also I urge you all to join the depersonalization/derealization disorder groups on facebook if you haven't done so and also share these podcasts with others on your social media accounts!!! Here is the link to the podcast...

I wish I was good at writing tittles or even writing. I'd love to a good discussion as this is easily the best question i'll probably write, it's all down hill from here. I'd like loads of opinions, stories and thoughts as possible. I'll give two examples as I'm finding it hard putting this...

Okay you guys I need help understanding something?

I don't know if I'm depressed or have DP anymore. I don't have much interest in anything, which would suggest I'm depressed, but my sense of time and place are non existent, and when I think of other people around me and my identity, I feel lost or uncertain. I feel very much like a zombie...

I know this differs on a case-by-case basis, but does anyone have an opinion on whether treating the depression that came before and followed up with DP/DR will treat the other two? I experienced some really intense internal conflict and personal grief which I guess my mind couldn't handle and...

Hi Everyone, I've exited the full on DP/DR phase. That is, I'm no longer ruminating and thereby exacerbating the sensory part of the disorder, though I could probably induce that state if I chose to think about it. I am, however, struggling with having no emotions, no sense of time, and a...

My worst symptom is definitely feeling alienated from everyone. I can describe it as this feeling/knot in my chest that is coupled with extreme anxiety and utter hopelesness. My vision never really bothered me as much compared to the churning in my heart whenever I felt so disconnected from...

Hi all, I am a 24 year old graduate student at NYU. I was diagnosed with bipolar at 13 and have had quite a journey since. Through middle and high school I had episodes of DP. Thankfully now that my medication and I am stable I have not experienced it for several years now. I am reaching out...

so i am currently forcing this out. i feel i am at a standstill with dp and depression, i dont always feel bad, but its SO hard to say i feel good. the only thing i can say is sometimes i laugh really hard at things, and thats "good" its really hard for me to get how i feel out because i have...