Egen though N20 is an dissociative, everytime I take a balloon, for a few seconds, I am completely free from DP. The world, and my mind, is 3D again. I have that indescribable feeling of being ME again, I can have complex thoughts and get a deep understanding of myself and reality. For a few...

I'll try to compose this even though I'm in a very blank state at the moment. On several occasions I've found a way out through daydreaming. Or through the ability to fantasize. To play. I know we are told not to think too much. However, certain types of thinking can be a wonderful tool to...

Hi there, I've spent months researching this condition and have come across so much valuable knowledge, inspiring stories and advice. I've reached several profound insights on my own, insights I perceived be so powerful they would be impossible to forget. However, I've realised this condition...

I was wondering if anyone else can relate to me in any way. Its SO hard to describe whats going on with me. Like I neither feel like I do or don't exist. Its just like an empty void that has no meaning to me. The current way I'm feeling all started after my boyfriend passed away a month ago now...

Guys I really need help with this symptom, I CAN'T FOR THE LOVE OF GOD HOLD ON TO A THOUGHT, I had so much anxiety back then now I feel nothing, and thoughts are so silent as if the volume is put down to zero, and they have NO MEANING whatsoever, like if I get a thought, I have NO emotions to...

For the record of those many suffereres thinking that blank mind state has something to do with meditation. It has not. YES meditation quiets down your mind and your internal dialogue, but the thing is, once in a meditative state you can access your mind and thoughts and use them practically...

This is quite an unusual DP symptom, it's basically when you can't think clearly, and you can't make complex thoughts, as if your mind just wandered off. Everything is intuitive and you no longer think about your actions and your memory is somehow wrapped up, but still, you can function...

Hey all, so unfortunately some of us have been hit with arguably the worst symptom that I couldn't even imagine.. Yeah, a "Blank Mind" - For me it's like being zoned out constantly & I find doing basically everything such a "Manual" objective.. it sucks, nothing computes to me no matter how...

Hey Guys, hope all is well! So long story short, due to my condition [DP] for basically this entire year my life kinda just stopped - Really gave up on everything such as hobbies, interest, my "Career" and basically my life in general. With that being said I only just started to work on My...

Of course, we are all looking for solutions to improve our health. I have been learning more about pineal gland lately and I'm a little mind blown. I was on a Facebook DP support page and one member said that detoxifying the pineal gland is helping with symptoms. I think the pineal gland may be...

Hey guys, Sorry for the bleak title, especially in an introduction, but i'm gonna be completely honest i'm not sure if I can do this. So i've been feeling really fucked recently (actually about the past 6 months but wasn't aware of it) and i'm 99% sure it's DP or either the onset of...

My psychiatrist is proposing it as an option. I may have depression (had it before I developed 'blank mind' DP) but I'm not sure if it would touch the blank mind or make me worse. Anyone?

http://mbscience.org/scicon-review/empty-mind-a-brain-disorder/ Full text: "A French neurological team has described a surprising new brain disorder - a deficit of spontaneous conscious thinking. LaPlane and Dubois describe it as "auto-activation deficit." (*) People with this problem lose...

I feel like the constant terror, stress and fear from this blank mind dp is making my mind/brain deteriorate. I feel like I may be getting progressively worse and am crumbling more and more. I don't know what to do... This is incapacitating me more and more and I'm not sure how much longer I...

I wake up in sheer panic, heart racing, feel like I am being plugged to electricity, like I am going crazy, just very restless on the inside, and I don't know what to do with myself, my body is in constant pain because of that... if I try to go back to sleep I just can't, if I don't I am...

idk why i am constantly nag by my own dad,although he's a very good person,very supportive but sometimes become jerk and get manipulated easily.i just feel he getting irked by my condition for not able to do any job or work often comparing me with others but hey there are normal ain't me(he...

Long time lurker but finally I have a question, hello everyone! I just need to know if it's just me and I need a new brain or if it's just the DP. The latter would be good but hopefully i'll find out. Here goes.. Basically the front of my head is just numb, like not just my emotions but my...

Has any med/combo actually relieved your symptoms and/or give you your inner monologue back? I'm on day 4 of Zoloft 25mg and am feeling more depressed...

My mind is blank, silent all the time, I feel like I have no "self," no inner monologue, and all I can feel is either a constant void/emptiness or sheer constant terror because of this. I wake up and feel nothing at all, no sense of time, just nothing. I can't enjoy anything, everything seems...

DerpAre you experiencing BM and/or cogntive impairment/decline?Yes, i'm paralyzed by BM/CI2234.92%Yes, this is one of my main symptoms2234.92%Yah, i gots me sum of dat57.94%My intellectual capacity has not changed since getting DP46.35%I have an overactive mind 1015.87%