Hi brothers and sisters. I have DP 3 years ago, and my spiritual path began at the same point. But i start with the idea of use Ayahuasca with this spiritual purpose. And i want to know if somebody in the forum do this already. Bless for all.

I've been depersonalized since I was 13 years old, when I smoked pot for the first time. It was an indescribably intense psychedelic mindfuck that left me with a feeling, deep in my gut, that I was somehow forever changed. Turns out to have been the case. I drifted away from myself and reality...

I've been depersonalized since I was 13 years old, when I smoked pot for the first time. It was an indescribably intense psychedelic mindfuck that left me with a feeling, deep in my gut, that I was somehow forever changed. Turns out to have been the case. I drifted away from myself and reality...

So i've been living in the city (since my trips around Brazil), and it most definitely sucks. Im not really DP'd any more, but im a bit depressed and frustrated, not getting a job, not having any fresh ideas about any possible life project. All is dull here. Im also living with parents again...