For some reason whenever I am in first hour and fifth hour I get this strange fuzzy/blurry feeling. It is very hard to describe. I don't usually get to weird with it in the morning because its not that severe but in 5th hour right after I get somewhat anxious. Like I feel like I am entering...

have you ever watched a show where the character has the devil telling that person to do the wrong thing and the angle doing the right thing because for some reason I can relate way too well to that sometimes. For example the negative thoughts or "devil" will be like "you're life and life...

In the beginning of my DP I had terrible panic attacks. At first I didn't know what a "panic attack" really was. I thought it was a term that was just thrown around. Until I read up about Depersonalization more I realized that the feelings of dying (which where what my panic attacks felt like)...

So to my previous post I talked about my mom having a feeling of DP but she said she is feeling better. I'm not sure if she even had DP to be honest but she told me that she had an out-of-body experience so she understands my dissociation which is still hard for anyone to understand. I have been...

okay so i am doing my AP Government homework and all of a sudden i was thinking to myself "why am i not understand the material" and then i released that i have been adding too much work (writing useless notes down) into it. my whole life i have made everything too difficult than it should be...

Suffering from DPD is a scary and mind changing thing but in life we learn to over come our fears which make us stronger individuals. I am still not 100% recovered but I am happy. Yes at times the world may seem unreal or I have irrational paranoia and anxiety because of it but I learn to be...

I have learned so much about myself living with Derealization and Depersonalization these past several months. On October 9th, 2014 I smoked for my third time which caused me to have a panic attack. Afterwards my life was just a series of panic attacks and feelings of unreality 24/7. I was...

First off Happy New Years everyone! Second let me just say that the end of 2014 was the most worst part of my life. I honestly have to say looking back from October till now I have to say I have improved a lot more about myself but also learned a lot more. Its been almost two weeks since i...

Hello my name is Michael. I am 15 years old and from Detroit, Michigan. On October 9th, 2014 i smoked a joint (third time to be precise) which was the biggest mistake of my life. I was with a few girlfriends of mine who has many times before smoked it also. After taking several puffs and in...