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#570066 Anyone have this.?

Posted by Ningen on 12 April 2018 - 10:13 AM

Sometimes I wish there was a stop my life button.

#554786 "Annoyed" by life/existence..

Posted by Ningen on 12 February 2018 - 07:20 PM

I honestly think it's because our minds are too deep.

#457714 What was your life like before DP/DR ?

Posted by Ningen on 09 May 2017 - 08:20 PM

It was like LIFE.

#443906 Blank Mind and Pressured Head

Posted by Ningen on 27 March 2017 - 02:45 PM

At random points for me, I suddenly get a weird feeling and suddenly cant produce images in my head. I try and can for a little bit (I can barely see the images) and suddenly my mind does not allow me and stops the image and suddenly cant see it anymore until I keep trying. Words then start to just be words to me and dont mean anything to me and when I read, it doesn't do anything to me (this is sometimes as well). My head then starts to feel blank and no thoughts or anything and I start to feel really pressured. I also get a little bit anxiety after it happens, so the anxiety does not make it like this. Anyone relate and anything I can do about this? I would be happy if I can PM someone as well ^^ (there is no disconnection and everything is real)


It occurs in episodes? 

#408193 The Big Blank Mind Thread

Posted by Ningen on 21 December 2016 - 04:02 PM

I often call the blank mind and depersonalization in general "the other side of humanity." Most people are feeling, thinking, perceiving, lively beings while we are empty, emotionless, thoughtless, disconnected creatures fighting for scraps of humanity not for our satisfaction, but in order to temporarily validate our precarious existence so that we do not fall into the pit of something that seems far worse than death and non existence, a nothingness that relentlessly attempts to eliminate any sense of existence by destroying everything which makes up the identity into smaller and smaller pieces in some of the most painful and mortifying ways possible.

#399737 Describe how you feel in 3 words

Posted by Ningen on 03 December 2016 - 01:25 PM

lame, ridiculous, Fucked up.

#383897 Who here has absolutely no thought process or a blank mind?

Posted by Ningen on 30 October 2016 - 05:42 PM

Worst symptom by far.


No question.

#373143 What is the cause of your DPD?

Posted by Ningen on 07 June 2016 - 10:53 AM


#373004 FUCK this condition

Posted by Ningen on 05 June 2016 - 06:00 PM


#372623 Float Tanks

Posted by Ningen on 30 May 2016 - 01:02 PM

I think I've heard of this but didn't know exactly what it was so I looked it up. It could be very interesting to try while DP'd. If you do go hopefully it will prove very therapeutic! 

#372618 The Struggle with God

Posted by Ningen on 30 May 2016 - 11:59 AM

Yes, I believe DP has some relation to enlightenment. I think you can learn a lot from DP and DR as it gives you a different perspective on life and the universe and once you recover from it you are a different person. I think people are simply afraid or wary of calling this experience enlightenment because it may be too strong a word for some and others are suffering too much to even consider that their are positives to this subjective experience. 

#372430 Do you hear your voice in your head when you read?

Posted by Ningen on 27 May 2016 - 02:52 PM


Another interesting thing about this... my tongue makes slight movements when my internal monologue is talking...


This is called subvocalization.

#372111 Blank Mind

Posted by Ningen on 22 May 2016 - 07:07 PM

Hey, I actually made those videos, and I do want traffic so feel free to share them :)


Hi! I'm internet234, and I'm glad you made the videos!

#372099 Blank Mind

Posted by Ningen on 22 May 2016 - 04:57 PM

Well, the user ImCharlieGordon on netdoctor (Topic: has made a few videos describing his experience with the blank mind. I don't think he wants too much traffic on his video(s) based on what he says in the first one, but since many here can relate to what he experiences I thought I would share.


#371897 If you have DP - then you know you are blessed :-)

Posted by Ningen on 19 May 2016 - 09:07 AM

I feel especially blessed today. Severe brain fog, can barely stand up, can't remember shit, horrible fatigue, relentless panic. Life is good.