My parent's always say, "You're crying now. How can you say you don't feel anything?" Whenever I try to explain, I just feel I'm coming across as defensive. What's the use? People in my life will never understand me. How can they? They never felt depersonalized, isolated from everything around them, as if they were just going through the motions of living. Who lives like a robot day in and day out? I feel so anxious about my future and afraid I'll never be able to change this horrible state of unreality. Everything seems so far away from the way it used to look. What happened to me, to my brain? Why do I feel like this? Will it ever go away? I don't want to be around people: it's just to hard.
alysonwonderlandMember Since 05 Dec 2013
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Spider-man, Fullmetal Alchemist, comic books, manga, art. I love to draw and paint.