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#318437 Eating dinner with my mom makes me really anxious

Posted by alysonwonderland on 07 January 2014 - 08:09 PM

This is EXACTLY how I feel when I drive with my dad in the car (or anytime I'm alone with him, actually). Forced conversation. and it's so awkward. He almost feels like a stranger to me. LIke I'm in the car with someone I don't know.

#318431 What is this weird symptom I'm experiencing?

Posted by alysonwonderland on 07 January 2014 - 08:05 PM

Maybe... anger issues?

#315096 My friends and family don't understand what I go through

Posted by alysonwonderland on 08 December 2013 - 08:21 PM

This site has become my saving grace, as dramatic as that sounds, haha. But whenever I feel like I'm losing my mind from DP, it's such a comfort to come on here and see that other people are feeling the same way and that they get it. That's such a reassurance after feeling alone so long. Your comment made my day, Big Ben :)

#314933 My friends and family don't understand what I go through

Posted by alysonwonderland on 06 December 2013 - 07:34 PM

My parent's always say, "You're crying now. How can you say you don't feel anything?" Whenever I try to explain, I just feel I'm coming across as defensive. What's the use? People in my life will never understand me. How can they? They never felt depersonalized, isolated from everything around them, as if they were just going through the motions of living. Who lives like a robot day in and day out? I feel so anxious about my future and afraid I'll never be able to change this horrible state of unreality. Everything seems so far away from the way it used to look. What happened to me, to my brain? Why do I feel like this? Will it ever go away? I don't want to be around people: it's just to hard. 

#314843 Hello, I'm new

Posted by alysonwonderland on 05 December 2013 - 08:09 PM

Wow, that was a miracle read. I'm serious. Im going to start incorporating those into my life and see if theres a difference