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#333998 [Trigger Warning] feel free to answer my question

Posted by izzy on 22 May 2014 - 09:40 PM

What if I'm making everything up in my head? I feel mentally ill. I don't feel like myself and I'm just tired and scared of everything. What if I made anxiety up in my head and there is something worse going on with me? Like what if I'm already dead and just made everything up in my head???

#332374 is this symptom normal

Posted by izzy on 09 May 2014 - 06:21 PM

whenever I speak I feel like I don't make sense. it's very hard for me to feel comfortable to speak. I've already asked people if I make sense and they say I do, that i'm smart because i'm constantly correcting people when they say or pronounce a word wrong. another thing is I feel weird doing stuff. putting on my makeup or doing my hair. any task makes me feel weird so that makes me question if i'm functioning right. then it makes me scared because I think i'm controlling other people.

#332146 symptoms?

Posted by izzy on 07 May 2014 - 07:45 PM

I feel like my body is doing everything on it's own. Like I'm so used to it already that my body just does stuff without me thinking. I reply without thinking. Makes me feel like I don't make sense. I feel weird. I feel like an alien. Like I feel it's weird how my body is doing things on it's own. Please help. I'm currently 5 months pregnant and it's killing me

#314924 fear?

Posted by izzy on 06 December 2013 - 03:47 PM

Does anyone else feel a big fear of something but can't find anything to fear. Like I always have this fear with me. But I don't know what I'm fearing. I know anxiety causes you to be scared.

#304981 ugh I'm back

Posted by izzy on 16 September 2013 - 01:21 AM

Yeah that makes sense.

#295930 weird dreams?

Posted by izzy on 05 July 2013 - 11:38 PM

lately I feel like my dreams are so real. last night in my dream I kept crying and telling myself I didn't want to feel  like this anymore, its like im dp/dr even in my dreams! it gets to me so bad. it really freaks me out through out the day I feel so lost.

#287521 Depersonalisation Survivor

Posted by izzy on 29 May 2013 - 02:04 PM

Hi Joan I am so happy for you. I too hope to one day recover from this. I had a question though. Lately I question words. which makes it hard for me to communicate with others. I can have a conversation but it's like my body and mouth are used to it and reply back. I am really freaking out here. for instance my mom told me it looked like it was going to rain. and I asked myself. rain? whats rain? its like I know what it is but at the same time it does not click.

#287421 I feel like an alien.

Posted by izzy on 28 May 2013 - 11:54 AM

I know exactly how you feel. I question a lot of things but my main thing is words. how do we know that the language we speak is right? :/ it's gbetting to me so bad. everything I talk I gotta pause and see if my words made sense.