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VIVID Dreams

24 December 2013 - 02:35 PM

I hate having dreams with DP, because, when you wake up from them and you have dp, you always question if you are in a dream currently or not. I am starting to have more vivid dreams lately. I hate it. I have been taking buspar for the past 4 months and never had weird dreams to the point I am having right now, I heard that medication could give you those dreams but I having been cutting back the buspar and I have still had no luck. This all started a week ago for no reason. I have been dealing with DP and DR the past year, and have been able to manage it but was wondering if you guys could help we with what to do with these dreams, is it just a phase, is there something I can do? 

Please help

06 December 2013 - 11:11 PM

so a couple of weeks ago, I was doing fine, chugging along with by daily routine, and all of a sudden, I started having very lucid dreams, this is very bad with DR, when i woke up from the dreams I thought I was still in one. I take Buspar which IDK even helps, but the dreams were extremely vivid, to the point were I could remember everything that was going on. This has been going on for the past 2 weeks. I notice that I have it more in the morning. I wake up at around 6, go back to sleep and that is where I have the lucid dreams. Today I don't know what is going on. I legitimalty feel like I am going crazy, my DR is at a all time high, and I have these OCD thoughts about the universe and outer space, the repeated thought that its crazy that were just in a rock traveling through space, I have never had this thought before, it has plagued me the whole day. Can someone please help me. I have had DP DR for 8 months and GAD for about a year 

Starting something new

08 November 2013 - 04:01 PM

I have almost had DP for a year now, although the i'm doing much better the symptoms haven't improved that much. I am going to start something new. I am going to go through treatment for OCD. I am think that all DP and OCD/Pure OCD are somewhat the same. I saw a study that said that nearly 70-80 percent of people experience DP in their lifetime. for most it is in a panic attack and then it goes away. I remember My DP all stemmed from a bad panic attack, the feeling should have gone away but I kept on thinking about it so it never left. When I don't think about DP i feel close to normal, It think for me at least it has something to do with Pure OCD, and OCD. Tell me what you guys think. I want to recovery really bad. I'm scared of having this forever, and not living life to the fullest, I mean its already been a year! 


22 October 2013 - 07:17 PM

I need help please, It seems as though I have this really weird symptom: 


- I cant seem to recognize my family and friends, they just feel like complete strangers 

- I cant recognize my surrounding, they seem alien, and different 

- I cant connect with them, I feel as though i'm on autopilot, lifeless 


Need Help

08 October 2013 - 01:12 PM

I havent posted here in a while, frankly becuase, I had been feeling much better the past two months. I started university agian which kept me busy and not thinking about DP. Sometimes I would not feel the effects of DP for hours, and it is only when i think about it that it would come back, i still need to break that cycle :(. Well i was driving on thursday of last week and i got a bunch of eye floaters out of no where, it lasted a long time, and on that same day i got a flu shot, ever since than my Dp and Dr have been really high. I started having existential thoughts agian becuase i read somewhere that the universe might all be a computer simulation, its stupid but its stuck in mu head. Is this pure ocd? And another question when i first got anxiety it was all Dr and then the Dr went away and until now it was mostly Dp, has this ever happened to anyone