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#627598 Development of more advanced rTMS equipment.

Posted by WithYourSigh on 11 December 2020 - 09:03 AM

Thank you for the wealth of information. Please keep updating with new information in case you are treated with rTMS again. Treatment of any kind is irrelevant for me at the moment, but I may look into it again in the future.




#597470 Cure

Posted by WithYourSigh on 27 February 2019 - 02:46 PM

While dissociative symptoms are recognized as a consequence of Lyme disease in certain circles, it should be further clarified whether it is possible for Lyme disease to manifest itself only in dissociative symptoms, without any symptom of a physiological nature.




#512610 Temporary Near-Cure After Fast

Posted by WithYourSigh on 20 October 2017 - 11:53 AM

There are obviously many things that happen to the body during fasting, so not saying this is what helped. But I read CB1 receptors upregulate and so does anandamide. So basically, to test the theory take some paracetamol and eat a shit tonne of dark chocolate.. see if it helps lol

 

Lol, that's some interesting information. Unfortunately, I react to all kinds of caffeine-containing foods with immense anxiety. I would have to test the theory with an actual water fast.




#354021 Stuck After 12 Years

Posted by WithYourSigh on 26 June 2015 - 10:51 AM

After nearly 12 years of living with this craziness, from the age of 13, I am officially stuck. I knew it would be inevitable from the very beginning, but now it's as clear as it can get.

 

For the past three years, I have had a job that is good short-term and I am satisfied with it, but in the long run it is a waste of a person's potential. It would be utterly pathetic to keep this job the rest of my life. Problem is, I can't see myself getting any academic education and enjoying any kind of profession, because this whole existence seems like a waste of time, the classic "going through the motions". My wish is to make my time here pass smoothly and nothing more. Imagining myself in other professions that could be of some interest me, I keep thinking it requires passion, creativity, effort, and it all just makes me impatient, thinking it would simply bother me. Also, working with people is hard for me. I don't have much emotion, and most of the time my mind is blank and I am quiet.

 

It's just sad, knowing in my past life I should have been someone else and it all should have been so different. Who knew I would be such a failure. Needless to say I have no meaningful social interactions and would probably never have a family. Everyone wonders why "someone like me" does nothing with himself.

 

Don't be mistaken, I do have interset in a variety of fields, but it is only in the level of written materials. When things become realistic, practical, and physical, everything seems redundant and foolish.

 




#274922 I miss "myself" so much

Posted by WithYourSigh on 21 December 2012 - 12:28 PM

In my personal experience, my pre-DP self is separate from the DP'd one. I feel no connection to this former self and cannot possibly understand how it inhabited the same body. It is dead to me and I wish it could be ressurected. Such a long time has passed, that I can only recognize myself as a life form lacking identity.


#272885 Anyone else feel like they are on drugs?

Posted by WithYourSigh on 28 November 2012 - 01:40 PM

It was only during the past week that I came to the realization that I am actually suffering from DP and DR, and the resemblance between members' experience and mine is unbelievable. Similarly to others, I thought I was alone in this universe.

Since it seems that the function of my brain is exceptionally irregular, distorted and bizzare, I described it for years as if I am constantly drugged, having a "bad trip" as a lifestyle.