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#269580 soooo

Posted by Troubled. on 25 October 2012 - 02:48 PM

hey guys, i havent posted in awhile but yesterday, i had a meeting with mental health to do a screening test for schizophrenia. The lady told me after like 2 hours of questions lol that I dont have schizophrenia, and that its just extreme anxiety. it's so hard for me to believe because of what im experiencing. but im getting help from mental health with it but i have to wait like 2 months because of the waiting list -.-

im just still having a hard time believing that its not schizophrenia because of the delusional thoughts i have. but she said its all anxiety and that i dont meet the criteria for schizophrenia, so im happy about that.

well anyways, i just wanted to post about this ahah! how's everyone?

#268066 help :( merp.

Posted by Troubled. on 08 October 2012 - 12:21 PM


#268048 help :( merp.

Posted by Troubled. on 08 October 2012 - 10:12 AM

This doesn't help me that only makes more scared please dont comment shit like that...

#268040 weird thoughts

Posted by Troubled. on 08 October 2012 - 08:47 AM

I feel like im going crazy every movement I make I think about someone controlling me and I feel so weird and crazy but I know thats not the case but then I think what if I actually start to believe this and not knowthat its not normal. And then i start to think about other delusional thoughts. Im so scared someone help :sad2:

#267951 weird thoughts

Posted by Troubled. on 06 October 2012 - 08:56 PM

O man I am ALWAYS scared, this is no way to live :sad2:

One day we'll be ourselves again. Were strong. :)

#267916 weird thoughts

Posted by Troubled. on 06 October 2012 - 12:47 PM

Omg thanks for posting this. I am always getting paranoid-delusional like thoughts. This is the reason why I feel like I am going psychotic. How am I suppose to calm my anxiety down when I get such thoughts as these? Like last night for example I was out with my friends and I had the thought what if there after me? I knew it was irrational but I was panicking like crazy.

Okay so im not the only one that has these crazy thoughts? Ugh I should have never of searched up schizophrenia. Im so paranoid about everything I see,hear, think about. I always think about schizophrenia symptoms ans it makes me like go out of mind thinking what if I start developing them or what if they're true. I know the thoughts are stupid but the way it makes me feel and the anxiety it gives me is so barre

#267889 weird thoughts

Posted by Troubled. on 06 October 2012 - 07:37 AM

Does anybody get scary delusional thoughts? Like what's someone else is controlling me? And then I think about how schizophrenics believe the government controls them and then i stArt to think what if thats true? And then get scared and feel like I cant move cause im scared and I feel like im loosing my mind. Has anybody gone through this ?? :sad2:

#267166 Afraid to go outside

Posted by Troubled. on 30 September 2012 - 09:15 AM

Yes darklife I suffered from that so bad where I wouldn't even get out of my bed for months. But I missed going to the mall and the grocery store so much I don't even know why lol. But i started out with little walks and told my dp to fuck off. It was so horrible my mom had to force me out and I was terrified each time I went out. But eventually I was able to go swimming with my bro and go to malls yes with my dp bugging me a lot with lots of anxiety but it bothered me less once I started going out more and more each day. Now Im able to walk to school by myself and go to friends' house, and try to be out of the house most of the day. I still have bad days where i feel like I cant do it but do it anyways and i start to feel better because im distracted by the things that I was doing! It'll get better don't worry :)

#266924 halloween!

Posted by Troubled. on 28 September 2012 - 08:27 AM

Just to get peoples mind off dp for sec.. what's everyone's plan for Halloween? We should all make it a goal to go out and do something even if its just trick or treating :P sorry, just a random thought. Maybe it'll give us some joy?

#262924 wow :)

Posted by Troubled. on 15 August 2012 - 06:07 PM

Today I randomly remembered this Christmas show I use to always watch as a kid. I searched it up on YouTube and watched a bit of it and it actually put a smile on my face and I felt happy for the first time in 3 months. And today was a bad day.. I'm actually excited about christmas! Does anybody get those random moments that make them happy like that?

#262900 I don't think I can take this anymore, I miss Marijuana so much

Posted by Troubled. on 15 August 2012 - 08:04 AM

My advice. DONT DO IT. you'll regret it believe me. Just don't do i t man. Get counselling for that addiction or something. Just do not dp it lol

#262573 someone help?

Posted by Troubled. on 10 August 2012 - 04:33 PM

Thankypu for the replies... a week ago I seemed like I was getting better.. just out of no where it came back. Have you guys ever felt like you don't know who you are like you know your name but you guys just cant feel who you are?

#262112 Practical advice

Posted by Troubled. on 02 August 2012 - 10:49 AM

This topic should just be deleted. NOBODY here needs more stress. Especially about this topic.