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binbab

Member Since 27 Apr 2012
Offline Last Active Sep 26 2012 08:56 AM
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About Me

Hello. 15 from Ireland, male. Suffered from moderate anxiety before receiving DP through one time marijuana use. That was the first time and only time I have touched drugs. So yeah, my life is as much a hell as everyone else on this site. I've been to a psychiatrist and she did shit. I've been to a doctor and she did shit. I've been prescribed prozac and I think it may have moderately helped but my parents forced me off it, them being oblivious to how much of a state I am in. Socially, I can cope through sheer guts. But I don't feel at all like myself and feel out of control and unstable all the time like everyone else here. I have no one to help me and I've been genuinely suicidal. I don't expect anyone on this site to help me either because I'm so used to being fucked over by society. If I have a chance to die I will take it. This site is my only hope and if shit doesn't start happening i may just end it all. I have tried and been doing well at recovery, only for life to fuck me over. I've tried giving in completely and letting life do its worst and seen no progress. I think I should just tell people I'm dying a painful death of a brain tumour and am not bothered with life anymore. That's how bad I am. I wonder if there is a God. If he gets me through this, I will be such a good person and do as much good for the world as I can. Lord help me and everyone else feeling this way. It's not fair on us. We just want to live life without feeling like we're in the army every day.


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