Depersonalization, as an illness, or "disorder" does not exist. Accept it, swallow it, and find out why you don't want to live your life.
Wow. So I was sexual abused a a child and as a result i sepertated from myself from sever trama. HMMM.. Ok then as I get older and am in situiations where I am triggred, I feel depersonalized. hmm my fault? I look in the mirror and do not reconize my self my fault. i just think this on? I lose all my emotions, can f function because I suffer from PTSD. The world around me seems unreal. This is a way that my mind trys to cope with trama and stress. yes might not be the best thing to research, think about it all the time, but that is the nature of DPDR and panic. You have your pionions about this and thats all it is. I take offence to saying this does not exist. When i was at my worst, I had no control over what was happening to me, I had to accept it. I have had such tramua in my life and am trying to move through it. And yes mabey I dont want to live my life. But you would think twice if you walked in my shoes. I am still alive. I know why people kill themsleves and how bad it can get. You do not know what you have not experinced. talk to someone who has came back from war.. who suffers from dp panic attacks. tell them they are making it up you jerk. Do you know what it is like to see someone die infront of you? do you think the human mind can handle that. especially if you have had trama in your past? I tried to move past this years ago, when nobody really new what it was, if this website had been around, it would have helped me so much.
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