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In Topic: Now Cancer with the DP ...

18 July 2010 - 08:45 PM

yeah that is a good goal and think you will stand out and make a few good statement with those colors and the meaning for them
hang in there hon

In Topic: Now Cancer with the DP ...

18 July 2010 - 11:46 AM

i am so sorry about your cancer hon. i have had a total of 8 family members with cancer and 4 total that have it right now as I speak.
3 of them are/was breast cancer, however , my aunt's was some different kind of breast cancer and well it spread and ended up being bone cancer..but she was dxd 3 yrs ago. i just saw her recently and even tho you know she has bad days and has lost lots wieght with chemo/cancer.. she still looks happy and healthy and even energetic.

anyhow i can imagine cancer/chemo would only add to making DP/DR much worse..

just wanted to add my support and let you know i can imagine how hard it all must be..ive seen how difficult it can be.

hang in there, have faith and hope, hang on to positive reasons such as children or grandchildren and dont give up fighting. you are strong..i believe that.


In Topic: freaking out about dr appt

17 July 2010 - 12:05 AM

There are counselors that you can see on a sliding scale (they base their fee on your income).

non tat can helps us good.

In Topic: freaking out about dr appt

16 July 2010 - 05:57 PM

You didn't do anything to cause this. Your dissociative identity disorder is just as much out of your hands as getting dp is out of my hands. I don't know what you went through in your life or when all of this started for you, but something happened to both of us that was too much for our minds to take and so we developed these conditions.

It is a good thing that you are going to the doctor. Are you seeing a counselor? If not, I really think you should go.

no no counselor.. dr wanting me to get eval'd and get meds and therapy and see a psychiatrist but i cant afford $6000..lucky to afford $10 atm.

In Topic: freaking out about dr appt

16 July 2010 - 05:12 PM

I think you realize this but you clearly have dissociative identity disorder. http://en.wikipedia....entity_disorder . I have been in the hospital and trust me, it is not a scary place to be. You actually are very safe there. They will take care of you and give you the medication that you need. (Yes, I'm talking about the psych ward. I have been there twice) I think that, right now, getting on this medication will really help you. It sounds like you are really struggling. Don't be afraid to go to the hospital. Also, they want to keep you over night so that they can see how the medication is working for you and if they need to make adjustments.

well hospital is out of question i think.. i called today to ask questions and well w.o insurance it will cost $6000 and we just do not have that at all.
i feel horrible.. like i caused all this chaos inside and poor sarah with dr yesterday and feel like it all was for nothing.

im very depressed and feeling worthless now.