This drug which is a migraine/epilepsy med has helped numerous people with dissacociation. My DP was depression related so drugs like prozac/zoloft DID cure me, but not being able feel sex is probably the worst thing you could do to a person, so I had to get off that shit for the sake of my girlfriend.
If anyone here has a kind and understanding psych/GP then give Topamax a try and tell us how it goes, I highly dought my psych will give it to me, the stupid motherfucker gave me an ANTIHISTAMINE for anxiety when I asked him for klonopin.
it has become clear as hell to me that I'm never going to recover unless I escape my current living situation. My mother is borderline personality disorder so you can imagine what I go through on a daily basis. it sucks when you have good days and feel like you're on your way to full recovery only to come home and be back to square one. Anyone else going through this? It sucks but I know that there will be better days in the future. I'm really looking forward to 2011. By the way alcohol really helps with DP, I don't care what anyone says lol.
I mean ABSOLUTELY no offence to anyone on this board what so ever. I know at it's worst time DP/DR can be LITERALLY like living in hell on earth. But as I slowly make my way to recovery each day, coming back to this board just bums me out. So I'm gonna peace out for a while. Everyone keep up the exercise, leave the house, and continue forcefully putting yourself in social situations that otherwise would be to anxious to do so.
Just of a couple of things I gotta say:
1. YOGA HELPS TREMENDOUSLY WITH DP, AFTER A GOOD YOGA SESSION IT TRULY FEELS LIKE YOU JUST POPPED A BENZO. So try it.
2. If you have tunnel vision from DP and want a temporary fix, smoke a cigarette or some tobacco leaves.
Well this is definitely gonna be interesting, I'm meeting up with a girl today that I've been talking to for about a month. She's incredibly hot, not that I am intimidating or anything lol. Well I'm gonna pop a klonpin before we meet up so I can at least feel little real LOL. Who knows, maybe being close to someone that you know cares for you could be a cure, with all that endorphin and oxytocin release they always talk about. Wish me luck!