I started a topic on here a week or so ago to post about my results from my QEEG brain scan;
I was right something aint functioning well in my brain, it's the insular cortex & the functions involved are; Risky decision making, Moral decision making, Anxiety and neuroticism, Bodily awareness, Motor control, & my sense of self in space and where I am in my surroundings...he said when something happens here it's like a switch went off on my brain and I haven't been able to get it back on and no amount of talk therapy or whatever is going to help me.
So I'm not crazy!! oh and this is why I can't stop thinking the scan showed an obvious underactivity in right brain also but underneath right brain is the insular cortex and once that stops functioning correctly then it would be the cause for my over thinking etc.
He said I would have had a genetic predisposition to this however I know otherwise and I know that it's coz of my attachment style to my parents...anyways just thought I'd share that with all of you!!
My plan is do this therapy with him for a few months and also to do Iboga in less then 2 weeks time to process traumatic memories so I can start fresh!!
Makes a lot of sense... Risky decision making is familiar to me after getting DPD, almost died when I crashed my car (which I decided to drive without a driver's license) , and tons of other decisions that sometimes I end up thinking "How could I ever do this, this is just not me at all"
A big plus, I've always complained to everyone that the right side of my brain feels sort of numb, a weird sensation in my head and my right eye gets affected as well, no idea if it's just a huge coincidence but it shouldn't be :/
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