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sonnl

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#240162 Wish friends could understand more

Posted by sonnl on 12 September 2011 - 06:31 PM

The thing I really hate about this is, its not cancer. You cant just tell someone, 'oh hey, I have dp', and theyll go, 'oh my god, im so sorry'. I dont even bother telling anyone, more so, because how the hell do you tell someone you have dp and not sound like your either faking it, or over exaggerating something? Oh, yeah..so I see the world differently, and it really..um...sucks.
I try to hint to my gf that theres some shit in this world that ive experienced that she could never imagine, but it just turns into a 'whos been through worse shit' match. I really wish some people could understand, that take all the bad shit thats ever happend to you in your life, and then triple it, and then on top of that get cursed with a disorder like this, and yeah, thats basically me.
But unfortunatley, there really is no way to tell anyone about this, so I just gotta keep it all in and scream on the inside.


#237685 So what pill should I try?

Posted by sonnl on 05 August 2011 - 01:54 AM

im pretty much never spending another $ on supplements again, I could have bought a trip to Jamaica with what ive spent on that bullshit


#236041 Fake Friends

Posted by sonnl on 12 July 2011 - 03:17 PM

Friends come and go, but family ....will fuck you over for life lol


#232267 New York hanging out

Posted by sonnl on 31 May 2011 - 05:50 PM

K, havent been here in a while, but im bored, and thought Id try this again. Anyone in NYC ever wanna meet up, chill, grab a drink or whatever Id really like to meet another person with DP one day, there's way to many of us in NY not to eventually bump heads right? Im mostly curious to see if it would be like in The Highlander, where when two people with DP come in range of each other they 'feel' it haha. So anyway, if anyone's ever interested, go into my profile and hit me up on FB, I live right outside the city and im in NYC at least once a week for a concert or show of some sort. Also to all my DP friends on here I havent talked to in a while, peace n love be with you all!


#220358 ....

Posted by sonnl on 02 February 2011 - 11:05 PM

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#218262 Listen Up, You can all get better rather quickly

Posted by sonnl on 15 January 2011 - 05:50 PM

I agree with a lot of what you said, so thanks for that. Im actually planning on going to see a dp specialist soon, so hopefully I will have the same luck as you.


#215162 Supplements for DP

Posted by sonnl on 18 December 2010 - 10:32 PM

i dont know how you can complain about costs when you have dp, id honestly sell my soul for a cure, so like 50 a month is nothing to me


#213839 What is everyone doing this SAT?

Posted by sonnl on 04 December 2010 - 06:58 PM

work then krunk. work being past tense, time for krunk.


#209445 can't find it.

Posted by sonnl on 18 October 2010 - 05:41 PM

i like turtles


#209137 Im gonna beat this

Posted by sonnl on 16 October 2010 - 10:41 AM

Just letting everyone know :wink:


#209040 "Well it looks like you know what you have"

Posted by sonnl on 15 October 2010 - 05:16 PM

He told me it could of happened to anyone, even himself. No one is immune to dp.


This kind of makes me feel good, idk if that sounds shitty or not.


#208546 First day of work.

Posted by sonnl on 11 October 2010 - 05:11 PM

So today was the first day of my new job, my first job in 7 months, and my first full time job in almost a year. Some bullshit happened last night so basically I didnt go to sleep at all before work, so I went in having stayed up nearly 24 hours, hitting about 30 something total, im still awake. So anyway, of course this was probably one of the worst days of my life, my DP level was around 6 trillion, give or take a million or so. I felt like such a douche, and im pretty sure everyone there thinks Im mentally retarded. But you know what, I kept at it, and put pride behind me. I need this, I need the money, I need to get out of the house, I need to do normal human things. So I busted my ass today despite how I felt. Who cares what they think anyway, everyone is mad nice there, and besides, not one of them can possibly fathom what im really going through, im doing this for me, not the world, which is a big lesson that I needed to learn in life, even before DP. I even stayed 2 hours extra without being asked, because dispite how I fealt, thats who I am. My body hurts all over right now, but I cant wait to go back tomorrow. Because no matter what I wont let this shit stop me from gettting what I want, anyone who knows me on this board knows that Id move mountains to reach my goals, shit I have moved mountains, and Id never let DP get in my way.


#208428 ......

Posted by sonnl on 10 October 2010 - 07:43 PM

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Posted by sonnl on 07 October 2010 - 04:54 PM

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#206938 How many times do you go to counseling?

Posted by sonnl on 26 September 2010 - 06:21 PM

30 $ ?? It's 100 euros here per hour. That's about 134,88 $



138 thousand per week? you must be a millionare! :wink: