Sorry to hear you are lost!
You are of course yourself. Who else could you be? Going to need some clarification to help you more.
Good point. I feel alleviated to an extreme. My thought processes are obscure and of no use. I have a hard time interpreting what I like and do not like, I have a hard time accessing social potential and confidence, along with all feeling of the world.
Nice name btw .
My guess is I have to get through this halfway zone, I am almost there .