You are not schizphrenic, psychotic, or delusional. You are anxious, that is all. People suffering from schizophrenia do not question if they truly are. And if you were schizophrenic, those "crazy" thoughts that run through your head would feel normal to you, you wouldn't question them, nor worry about them. Anxiety can't lead to schizophrenia, it just doesnt. Anxiety only leads to more anixety. Drugs do lead to schizophrenia, but believe me, your not. Anxiety/Depersonalization/Derealization give you some pretty crazy thoughts, trust me, been there done that. When I was first derealized I questioned everyday whether I was becoming schizophrenic or not, and obviously I'm not, niether are you. Oh and just another thing, the fact that you came onto this website to ask help about how you were feeling, and if your thoughts were crazy, instantly proves your not schizophrenic. If you truly were, you wouldnt question how you were feeling, and you wouldnt be asking others if how you felt was normal because you would truly believe that how you felt was normal.
Take care, Rusko.
Unless THEY are trying to trick you.