Does anybody have like a hyperactive mind? Like a brain that can’t just relax, but needs SOMETHING all day long to do. Like an obsession.
For me it was like my brain went into a higher level in 2012 when I used drugs, and never went back to normal. It’s like the brain kicked into high gear, and has been in that state since, refusing to calm down.
some people describe a “black mind”, that’s not my problem at all. More like the opposite. Like my brain just HAS to be busy all day, and there’s no alternative to relax.
I struggle to just watch a movie with out losing focus, like my mind can’t focus for long before drifting of into daydreaming or thinking about other things.