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kingromeo

Member Since 10 Oct 2020
Offline Last Active Oct 16 2020 01:27 AM
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anyone got any tips for accepting?

16 October 2020 - 12:56 AM

Hi, the main reason I’m in this high stress state is because of my symptoms... I am well and truly in the cycle, I wake up to an anxiety attack nearly every morning because I know it’s another day feeling like yesterday which I barely made it through, I understand the DPDR and why I’ve got it tell myself it’s just anxiety but I’m scared one of these days it’s going to push me over the edge I find my symptoms so uncomfortable and triggering- my reality doesn’t feel real and neither do I, I just feel like a empty though floating around somewhere like I’m on auto pilot and robotic I have anxiety constantly all day everyday and I know until I can be at peace with them I’ll never Recover... anyone got any tips for accepting?

Groggy

12 October 2020 - 07:56 AM

Hey, does anyone feel groggy and almost hungover whenever they’re aren’t busy? I’ve got day off today, I’m home on my own just being lazy nothing planned and as usual I just start to feel achy and lethargic?

Possible I’ve done irreversible damage?

10 October 2020 - 11:54 AM

I got Derealization from a cannabis induced panic attack in July 2017 you wouldn’t of known I had It unless I told you, I was still partying and living a fairly normal life from before my personality didn’t change, then in January 2019 stupidly I accidentally got high removing gloss from the carpet with white spirit and a steamer, I didn’t have a DP attack at the time just a panic attack as I thought i was going to die I had no balance was throwing up etc, but the following days my derealization was hell, after that I become uptight and scared about everything I’ve since developed a phobia of medication, ingesting, inhaling anything harmful and you can see on my photo albums the weight loss and mental health just deteriorate, I’ve since stopped drinking as I don’t want to feel like that and therefor stopped socialising and lost ‘friends’ My personality has changed massively and I’m constantly anxious whereas I wasn’t before. I’ve checked symptoms of nervous system/ brain damage online and I don’t have any of them but because solvent abuse DPDR is rare online I can’t help but feel like this has seriously harmed me mentally due to the deterioration since and how it’s effected me, is this possible?