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Member Since 01 Jul 2020
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In Topic: Lyme or other tickborne illness causing dpdr?

05 July 2020 - 02:59 PM

I got infested with ticks and started having dpdr. Never got treated .

Lyme lit psychiatrists say Lyme and bartonella can cause neuropsych symptoms if untreated.

Keep in mind, for me... I have many other Lyme symptoms. Some people have more or less.

I also have positive blood test for bacterial flagella and positive bartonella test.

I've considered retesting with other labs just to see.

In Topic: Whereby do you realize emotional numbness ? How is it for you ?

04 July 2020 - 08:25 PM

I feel like my soul left me. However, I still feel depressive, anxious, sad, etc.and if it's not mental, I feel it in my body. Absolute no positive... And worst depression during the day. At night, I become a little more apathetic. Weird. My visual is only 2D.

In Topic: Breath Awareness Technique

04 July 2020 - 07:30 PM

Updates on this??

In Topic: Gap between Initial Panic and Dissociation (Weed induced)

04 July 2020 - 05:57 PM

I posted my hypothesis on another thread. It is possible that the powerful psychological stress of the "panic attack" has thrown a genetic switch which is responsible for
making a protein which is critical to a neurological process. A reserve of the protein may cause a delay in consciousness being altered, of several days.
I got this concept from the book "Genome" by Matt Ridley and I apply it to mental illness without his permission. lol
I had ECT and it was extremely beneficial. I theorize that the induced grand mal seizures reset my genetic firmware to factory defaults, allowing my consciousness
to alter back to normal, after 40 years. Sometimes your body reacts in a way that is harmful to you and I give the mechanics of a heart attack as an example of that.
I don't feel guilty about offering a crazy idea like this. It's not like I'm selling it. LOL

Can you explain the difference ECT made for you or private message me?

In Topic: Medication making things worse?

03 July 2020 - 07:44 PM

Thank you so much for sharing