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In Topic: my derealization is sometimes very severe (outside looks almost like a pic from a fairytale)

27 September 2020 - 10:59 PM

a little update:

after an half hour i feel more confident, more connected and less anxious. maybe for me its really an anxiety disorder.. i have to talk about my therapist with this..

In Topic: I feel empty : Depression or Depersonalization ?

24 September 2020 - 10:56 PM

I want to ask you few questons -

  • How is your breathing pattern? Do you feel resistance during inhalation or exhalation?
  • Do you feel unpleasant sensation in your navel region ? stomach, gas, acidity issues if any?
  • Do you feel tightness in hamstrings, groin muscles ? Hip mobility? Are you able to bend forward easily?
  • Pain in your knees?
  • Tightness in throat/neck region?
  • Pain/unpleasant sensation in chest, heart region if any?
  • Do you see bright light when you close your eyes? Is it comfortable/uncomfortable?
Waiting for your answers!

hey i have most of those symptoms.

In Topic: This is my story please help

24 September 2020 - 07:17 PM

I had epileptic seizures following my first cannabis intoxication. Decades later, I would read the following in a British Neurological Journal.
"The worst case scenario is when the post ictal psychosis segues into an affective disorder of recurrent major depression, or bipolar illness."
I was a worst case scenario. For 40 years, I suffered ocular migraines, focal temporal lobe seizures, and 4 episodes of major depression
which were epic struggles for surivial. Those were just the bigger symptoms. I would go sleepless for weeks, and lose over 30 lbs during
an episode of depression, which would last about 2 years each. One bad trip.

if you would knew what your actual disease was, you think your path to recovery would be differently?

In Topic: Do people know you?

23 September 2020 - 07:16 PM

Do you feel that people don't know the real you? And that people haven't actually "met" you since onset of DPDR? And also that you haven't met or know people while dissociated?

my brother said yesterday to me „even you do laugh, i can see on your eyes your inner is broken“...

In Topic: i wanna make rtms

23 September 2020 - 04:54 PM

Very few have neuronavigation in Germany and not a deep coil. I think if Magventure gets their deep coil approved in Europe those who acquire it will likely also get neuronavigation. This clinic have neuronavigation and uses a normal coil. You could contact them. More than a year ago a wrote to them because they wrote they have neuronavigation and also on their site they mentioned depersonalization and had tree references, primarily to the right TPJ trail. I can not find it. They might have dropped working with depersonalization. I was also in contact a year ago with an Italian rTMS clinic in Europe that have both a deep coil and neuronavigation from Magventure. A professor replied that they would look into into and answer me shortly. They never did and did not reply me when I contacted that. I think the problem is the many locations coming up and small trails. If you then look into brain scannings done then there are many possibilities of locations. I think they do not like such insecurities into a disorder. https://www.wege-aus...ession.de/rtms/

where can i make a brain scan to figure out which parts of my brain are responsible to the symptoms?