Himjyoti Dutta - Viewing Profile: Topics - Depersonalization Community

Jump to content


Please Read the Community Forum Guidelines Before Posting.


Himjyoti Dutta

Member Since 16 May 2020
Offline Last Active Sep 24 2020 07:16 AM
-----

Topics I've Started

Need advise on existence of the very self mind

17 September 2020 - 09:56 PM

Does anyone relate to this? Please help. For the last couple of months. I am scared of the very existence of my mind. And that i have a conciousness..and that i think..and how can i be aware of what i think...what is a thought..what is a my mind. Who or what is me...like memories are not ny own. It scares me that i have a mind and memories..its like a demonic awful experience. Please help.

Scared of my own conciousness

01 September 2020 - 12:48 AM

Does anyone feel fear of the nature of your own mind and its existence..how can you think..how can you hear a thought..what is a thought.how can you be aware you are thinking..all these scary thought are not seeming to go away.

Please help

Scared of my own conciousness

01 September 2020 - 12:47 AM

Does anyone feel fear of the nature of your own mind and its existence..how can you think..how can you hear a thought..what is a thought.how can you be aware you are thinking..all these scary thought are not seeming to go away.

Please help

DP DR existential thoughts. Help me

16 May 2020 - 02:45 PM

Hi my name is Himjyoti Dutta. A victim of major Anxiety sensation depression DP/DR for the last 5 years. I have recovered from my anxiety and depression. I believe im at the last stage of DPDR. And I have never faced anything like this before. With These existential thoughts i would gladly take back my anxiety journey. This is hell..i mean if something worse than death is there then it would have been these existential thoughts. For me it goes like this, a thought pops up and then WHAT IS A THOUGHT???WHAT IS A MIND??HOW CAN I HEAR MY OWN THOUGHTS??HOW AM I AWARE OF MY THOUGHT??ARE THESE MY THOUGHTS???IF I CAN THINK OF A THOUGHT DOES IT MEAN ITS A THOUGHT TOO??WHATS A HUMAN??HOW AM I HUMAN HOW CAN I TALK and the loop goes on...People who have recovered completely..Please help me with this...I have a very strong will power and inner strength which kept me strong trhoughout my anxiety journey and I have recovered 80prcnt. but i dont want to give up at this point. I know I can recover 100prct...but at the moment...its like demonic amd living hell...please help