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JoshS.

Member Since 16 May 2020
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Spirituality and what is real

21 May 2020 - 07:59 PM

I want to discuss what living with Dp feels like it's like I died came back to earth in a bad condition and wondered what the hell happened. All these thoughts and feelings I have about not being real and dying has got me wondering is there an actual afterlife or does God even exist.I'm not religious but God dam all the stuff I went through in my life with DP is so crazy and I can't believe I did not die from my symptoms. It makes you a different person on the inside that's why religion is so important because without the idea of existential living there would not be a God or a superior being in your life to help you.

Dpdr story

16 May 2020 - 11:19 AM

Hi I am a 25 yr old male with depersonilization derealization disorder. I have a lot of different hallucinations about death and hear things that are not there. In 2018 I smoked marijuana and I had a bad panic attack thought I was going to die from there on after I kept getting detached from my body and mind and had visual and audio hallucinations. Was bed ridden too it kept getting worse. I had a hallucination where I thought I was going to go to a high place and jump to my death and another where I would get a gun and shoot myself in the head. One day I awoke and freaked myself out by thinking I was a spirit and my body didn't have organs or limbs it was very weird. With the time also I though it was fixed like I controlled it or it was fake I'm so confused but I know it's just anxiety and not real.