i dont know how can i feel "normal" again its like i am realized that I'm alive in this body and i can stop fear that . im even Anxious to look at my hands Because every moment it raises all the questions and anxieties about my existence dont know how can i be normal again and not scared My existence . What the hell is this how you can be afraid of your own existence .Has anyone experienced such fears ?
im dont know how to Explain my feeling It's like I feel I have something in my head , Feeling different before i was smoking as if the brain is floating
how can one return to being normal again ?
and just one more question Does caffeine make it worse?