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ronig

Member Since 11 Feb 2020
Offline Last Active Aug 06 2020 05:15 PM
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fear my own soul (1.5 year Of terror in my mind After an anxiety attack from smoking weed)

02 August 2020 - 05:24 PM

i dont know how can i feel "normal" again its like i am realized that I'm alive in this body and i can stop fear that . im even Anxious to look at my hands Because every moment it raises all the questions and anxieties about my existence dont know how can i be normal again and not scared My existence . What the hell is this how you can be afraid of your own existence .Has anyone experienced such fears ?

im dont know how to Explain my feeling It's like I feel I have something in my head , Feeling different before i was  smoking as if the brain is floating  

how can one return to being normal again ? 

and just one more question Does caffeine make it worse?

 

 


How to deal with the fear of my own existence ?

10 June 2020 - 07:08 PM

hey guys Get rid of

What best to do if you have a fear of your own existence?

To try to think about those thoughts and fears that arise ? or the moment they rise don't pay attention and let the anxiety go up and down with the thought that goes by?

This is the only symptom I have Fear of my existence and I have no idea how to get  rid of that Fears .

This all happened after a bad experience of cannabis smoking 

they rise don't pay attention and let the anxiety go up and down with the thought tha


How to deal with the fear of my own existence ?

10 June 2020 - 12:08 PM

hey guys Get rid of

What best to do if you have a fear of your own existence?

To try to think about those thoughts and fears that arise ? or the moment they rise don't pay attention and let the anxiety go up and down with the thought that goes by?

This is the only symptom I have Fear of my existence and I have no idea how to get  rid of that Fears .

This all happened after a bad experience of cannabis smoking 

they rise don't pay attention and let the anxiety go up and down with the thought tha

 


Afraid to exist

20 May 2020 - 06:21 PM

hey about an year ago i was try weed for the first time and that was The biggest mistake of my life.  two day later i began to feel weird and anxious in general. fast forward I started having existential thoughts Mostly On consciousness, what consciousness is? who am i ? What makes me me ? And all kinds of existential questions whose content is mainly about who I am or what am I? anxiety was enormous until I couldn't function at all day I was in bed all day barely eating . I went to a psychiatrist and he prescribed me Escitalopram 10 mg pills and after few Months 20 mg . Today I am in such a state That my existence is stressing and horrifying to me. And I don't know what to do about it How to shake it off . im Afraid Even to look on mine own body its like I don't understand what makes me  me inside my self ,And I tell myself how you can be afraid of being you It's ridiculous And still the anxiety is huge! It was Iike i had just realized that all my life  were only from my perspective View what the Fuck is this! Anyone dealing with such a thing? Ideas of what I can do?fsfdsIf that makes any sense at all קדכגכד  דגשדגג

 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 


Existential thoughts after Experiencing weed

11 February 2020 - 07:29 PM

hey first of all sorry about my english . i watched some of your videos o youtube and i dont no how get rid of that .about an year ago i was try weed for the first time and that was a big mistake.after two day i began to feel weird and anxious in general.
fast forward I started having existential thoughts Mostly what consciousness is? who am i ? What makes me me ? And all kinds of existential questions whose content is mainly about who I am or what am I? he anxiety levels were huge until I couldn't function at all day I was in bed barely eating . I went to a psychiatrist and he prescribed me Escitalopram 10mg pills and after few Months 20 mg .  Today I am in such a state That my existence is stressing and horrifying to me. And I don't know what to do about it How to shake it off .
Is it at all depersonalizing??! or just I got stuck in a state of madness!
thank