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bleu

Member Since 17 Nov 2019
Offline Last Active Dec 15 2019 12:11 AM
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scared

26 November 2019 - 03:56 PM

does anyone else feel this way: like everyone and everything you’ve ever known or seen is now completely foreign. in my head i know what things are, where things are, who people are but it’s like my eyes can’t comprehend it. it’s like my brain was completely reset... it’s terrifying. i keep trying to tell myself i know these things and i wasn’t always this way but it really is like i got dropped off on a new planet and i’m relearning everything, it makes me feel so scared and alone

need some reassurance

19 November 2019 - 04:44 PM

hello i already posted about this but i’m just really scared and want some reassurance. basically what i’m feeling is everything around me feeling unfamiliar, my memories even recent ones seeming distant or not mine at all, i’m having trouble with memory in general, my vision seems to be distorted and everything seems more dark and yellow? and i’m seeing a lot of floaters. i’m having existential thoughts but that seems to be the least of it... my anxiety is through the roof, i feel like i can’t be alone or anywhere other than the house (which is scary in its own since everything including my house feels unfamiliar) or i will completely lose myself or my grip on reality, it’s really terrifying my symptoms only get worse with each day and i’m scared of getting stuck like this

hello/is this really just dp/dr?

18 November 2019 - 01:00 AM

hello, this is my first post but not my first time browsing this forum.

i used to deal with dp/dr back when i was in high school, but i recovered around the time of my graduation. but recently i feel like it has come back. it all started when i got into a car accident back in september and it’s just gotten worse ever since. i’ve been to the doctor a few times and at first it was just the physical pain bothering me. they said it was just whiplash but the pain hasn’t entirely gone away so it’s hard to believe that’s all it is. but anyway, these are my symptoms: people and places around me seem unfamiliar, memory is spotty... i feel detached from everyone and everything, it’s as if my vision has changed and gotten darker, when i think about past memories they feel really distant even if it was very recent or sometimes it just feels like they’re not my memories at all. now everything i look at looks strange and it’s like my brain has never seen them before... i’m questioning everything and nothing feels right, almost as if i was dropped off on another planet. my symptoms seem to only be getting worse every day and i’m not sure what to do. sorry for the rambling as i am currently anxious typing this all