I'm an old member of this site by another name and I just wanted to spread some positivity.
Childhood trauma, poor coping skills, low self-esteem, anxiety, depression, OCD, dp\dr, drug addiction, criminality, suicidal ideation etc plagued me for almost 20 years.
The last 5 years have been very good to me. Inner peace, family with children, great job. I've been transformed into a whole new person.
There were many dark days in which I couldn't have dreamed of a life this good.
I wish the same for everyone here and hope all my old friends are doing well.