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#601484 Venting/Ranting Thread

Posted by cassk333 on 29 May 2019 - 05:57 AM


So here it goes. This is my first post on this self help website. I actually just came across it a few weeks ago. And i think this is the most approbations first post.

I AM SITTING HERE SO IRRITAED AT LIFE AND WHY THE F THIS HAPPENED. AND HOW IN THE WORLD THIS CAN BE AN ACTUAL THING. LIKE MANY OF YOU ALL IM SURE, I WAS SUPER HIGH FUNCTIONING LOVING LIFE AND THEN WAM I GET HIT WITH DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY OHT OF NO WHERE, and that’s all fine and dandy something I can deal with but then I go and get treatment from a ketamine clinic for severe depression and anxiety - which is known to have a 70% success rate and the night after I did it. I wake up having a severe anxiety attack. I remember looking in the mirror like 12 times because I literally felt like a floating body. I HAVENT HAD ONE MOMENT OF RELIEF SINCE THEN! I HAVENT LEFT THE HOUSE MUCH, IM JUST ANGRY AT EVERYONE BECAUSE I FEEL LIKE NOONE IS LISTENING OR TRULY UNDERSTANDS WHATS GOING ON. I HATE THIS. I JUST WANT MY LIFE BACK. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START.

Phew okay.