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#629082 Reality Testing

Posted by whataraindyday on 26 February 2021 - 11:00 AM

Am I the only one that is scared or feels like their reality testing might be gone soon? Like I'm so afraid that tomorrow I'll wake up and I can't distinguish between reality and fantasy anymore...

#629032 Nightmare.

Posted by whataraindyday on 22 February 2021 - 02:41 PM

Does anyone else feels like they're in a nightmare? When I dream and think in a dream, it feels exactly like that...
I'm really scared... Like I'm in an endless loop amd nothings gonna ever change - also when I think about somezhing in the future - I don't really feel or see anything...I used to be so excited about things in the future. But right now I'm just confused and stuck in that nightmare.
Can anyone relate?

#597504 Anyone else?

Posted by whataraindyday on 28 February 2019 - 09:17 AM

I'm asking myselve if anyone else is feeling what I feel...
-everything is rlly clear (rarley everything is rlly dizzy)
-like I'm in another dimension
-the world feels so small and limited
-although I have goals in life, everything feels useless, the same and like everything what I do is endless (a bit like Sysiphus)
-extremly frightend of psychosis & schizophrenia (feeling I develop it)
-thinking a lot about my past
-thoughts about life or random things (like why does a tv work and why did people invent it?)
-some other rlly crazy thoughts...
-sleeping not so good (wake up often during night) tired...
-life feels so boring!!!
-I'm looking forward to certain events, but on the day itselve I'm depressed, because I know when it's over my life is still the same lol
-feel trapped in my head and this unreal world
- scared!
Can someone relate?