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Member Since 24 Jan 2018
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Visual symptoms

14 December 2018 - 01:14 PM

Does anyone else get double vision or ghost vision in one eye?


11 February 2018 - 03:06 PM

i cant figured out if im dying if or i have dp,


basically im a shallow minded dick that thought mental illness was when someone felt bad for themself and wanted to kill themselves, ironically I'm now in that position myself but I seriously cant figure out if I'm mentally ill or I'm physically ill. 


basically my body is not working my left side don't seem to want to do what I tell it, I see two of everything in both eyes, I have unequal pupils, my memory is bugged out, I get burning sensations down my leg, got sparkles in my vision(no disrespect to sparkles), bad headaches, ringing in my ear, I look at my hands and they belong to my next door neighbour, I'm dizzy 24/7, I piss more than a race horse and I have the coordination of a jellyfish and the thinking capacity of that yellow duck from pokemon, my body aches head to toe but the sleeping medication is great.


if anyone can figure out if I have dp or if I am dying I would really like to know(it would make my evening) the doctors cant seem to figure it out, I seem pretty rational but I do look a tad crazy so its a kinda paradox for them. 


If anyone else pisses like a race horse or has symptoms like mine would they let me know I'm a tad worried that I have aids or crabs or some other nasty disease thanks kyle 



Looking for some advice

24 January 2018 - 03:13 PM

Hi my name is Kyle, I am looking for some advice. I am trying to figure out if I am suffering from depersonalization or something else. 4 months ago, I was rushed to the hospital; I realized I couldn't read the letters on my phone screen, I felt a cold rush down the side of my head, then I felt a wave of panic come over me thinking there wasn't enough blood getting to my head. I have no recollection of getting to the hospital, only looking over at my partner and being unable to speak, think or process anything. I thought I had had a stroke or some kind of brain bleed. The next two months were hell on earth; I was dizzy, I had the worst headaches, my right hand was ice cold, I had the feeling of watching myself or there being a invisible wall between me and the world, I had about a half hour memory span, I was off balance, and had blurred vision. By my third month, I was vomiting, the left side of my body felt and still feels like it isn't mine (not looking at it but touching it, like something is wrong with the sensations). This is now my forth month; I have managed to control the dizziness and vomiting, but I seem to be left with what seems like derealisation and also this weird feeling like something that happened a hour ago feels like a week ago in my memory (if that makes any sense). I now seem to have uneven pupils (looks cools but its a bit unnerving) and also I have double vision when looking at letters or digits. I'm basically looking to find someone who can relate to my symptoms to see if there is a chance that this is what I am suffering from. I have had a CT scan and paid for a private MRI both of my head, countless blood tests, etc.


Blessings to all,