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ValleyGirl83's Blog > Meh

Posted 23 April 2013

3 years, 7 months with dr. What a load of crap. Seriously I am SO over this. If willpower alone were enough to make this crap go away, it would be gone already. I hate it. I just want it gone!

ValleyGirl83's Blog > Klonopin Withdrawl

Posted 10 April 2013

The past couple of days I've been feeling extremely anxious, agitated, like my skin in crawling, angry, restless. I've also suddenly gotten extremely depressed. I have been feeling physically sick and weird cognative sensations. I didn't put it together until yesterday that it's klonopin withdrawl. I stopped taking it after taking it a lot. I looked up the...

ValleyGirl83's Blog > Anxiety

Posted 07 April 2013

I realized a little while ago that I am doing the same thing with panic attacks and my fears that I did at the beginning of dp. Well I did it for 8 straight months. I tried SO hard to fight my dp. I was absolutely terrified of how I felt so I tried with all of my strength to fight it and my choice was panic. I don't know why but the moment I opened my eyes...

ValleyGirl83's Blog > Frustrated.

Posted 03 April 2013

I went on vacation to Disneyland about a week and a half ago. The day we left I was super excited and my dr was barely there. The next day wasn't super great but the day after, my dr felt like it was going to go away any second. And right at the same time the panic attacks hit. This ALWAYS happens when my dr starts to go away. I feel like reality is going...

ValleyGirl83's Blog > Build Up

Posted 13 February 2013

The past week I've felt this pressure building up inside of me about my dr. For some time I have lost my positivity. My dr is here, it won't go away, it has zero reason to still be here, and I feel powerless to make it go. So I have this rage building up inside of me. Tonight I feel like I could snap and just start screaming and crying and breaking stuff. I...