My life isn’t consumed by dpdr anymore. I can go out with friends and family. Live a fairly normal life but I’m not 100% yet. I just think that the experience has messed up my brain in some weird way.
I’m just not who I use to be. I still feel this strangeness to be human. I feel like I lost who I am and the outside me and the inside me just don’t match up. I’m not as smart or witty as I use to be. I don’t sleep good anymore either. My memory is shot and I jumble my words when I talk.
I feel like I don’t have dpdr anymore, I don’t connect to this site anymore. But I’m definitely still not right. Luckily my anxiety and depression have significantly subsided but I stlll feel so “off”. Can anyone relate? I mean I’ll take this over the awfulness I experienced months ago but I just want life to be normal again but I don’t even know what that would mean at this point but I just know this way I’m feeling isn’t normal
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