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In Topic: Psilocybin mushrooms

26 July 2020 - 08:00 AM

I had two small doses of truffles (15g) and it has lifted me out of suicidal depression and flipped everything to a positive, my vision is better, my mood is not depressed as it once was, still flat but for me Lyrica fixes that, i've made new friends, mixed a song that got noticed, a lot has happened in just two weeks. 

 

This trip was light, lasted two hours of peak, gave me time to think, i ended up writing a lot, slight visuals but this was no 'acid trip', by that i mean I was able to be around my family without anything but eyes giving it away, by that i'm just explaining this was a relaxing experience not a psychedelic one... lets make that real clear. It's called stage 2. There is 4 stages, also this wasn't mushrooms, it was truffles, i honestly don't know the difference... ask Broken or someone... Oh and the brick in my head is gone! thank god 


In Topic: Stomach problems

22 May 2020 - 04:56 AM

Could be lots of things... 

Something simple is my guess.

 

GERD? 

 

or Anxiety, which makes your stomach feel full when you aren't.. when adrenaline is high the last thing you wanna do is eat


In Topic: Psilocybin mushrooms

19 May 2020 - 07:47 AM

Player 2 has entered the game


In Topic: MY DP/DR CRAZY STORY (5 months now)

19 May 2020 - 07:45 AM

just to say, this isn't 'crazy' or unique, in fact i'd say most had/have the symptoms you have, trauma / stress eventually can lead to the blankness you express. 

 

I'd get a talk therapist, see how that goes. 

 

One thing i'd say as you are new to this, at the start you arm yourself with all the coping mechanism (google it) for anxiety/DP, get control of that first, as coping mechanism don't just help in the moment, I found after living this for a while, they become instincts, so you don't need to use them much as you've cut that say bad thought out through mind training. Eg I don't wake up and go "oh no i got DP"... i'm very dislocated when I type here as I have no longer think of me as DP.. yeah I have it but i've learned to lower it. 

 

Next (i'd give it 1 year but that's just me).. medication. For blank mind nothing worked for me but Mirtazapine so far...i've written topics with pages of meds that you can look at. 

 

Good luck, but it will get better, your symptoms i've experienced. 

 

A lot of it is simply related to fight or flight.. like light being brighter, sounds louder, they are turned up for sure, mine came back to normal 


In Topic: Hello everyone

03 May 2020 - 08:37 PM

I think a solid place to start would be therapy which will help compartmentalise this. I can understand from how you feel about your childhood, it's left things to work through.. 

 

sounds like you have depression and anxiety from not feeling accepted or like you belong which is one major cause of DP.. I think working through this with an expert before you try any medication to add an extra boost is very important to your recovery

 

best of luck