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Fucking worst. Did Testosterone and Nandrolone... Felt like SHITT but crazy gains.

The only that actually helped my symptoms and my mood is HGH. Took 5 UI a day... Super Fucking expensive. Its interesting because I read in a paper that HGH had some effects about reducing glutamate in the brain.

There is a very good chance ALKS-6451 gets approved before 31 of January 2019.

This is deadline for appeoval...

We will now by that date if the drug gets approved.

Lets cross fingers.

I said transcendental meditiaion is harmful not mindfulness meditiation. Pleae read my post.

Thank you.

Ok guys, I did 5 sessions of NAD+ in London. A part from DP I am also suffering from protracted withdrawal from Valium.

80 days no more Valium....

The first infusion of NAD+ caught me by suprise. It was acctualy very uncomfortable. You can choose between finishing your infusion faster or to take your time.

Bear in mind that the faster you are doing it the more uncomfortable it is. I choose the first option ....

After The first infusion I was dead tired and fell a sleep very early at night.

at the 3rd infusion I noticed that I had no more muscle pains in my body.

I also noticed that my anxiety went down quiet a bit....

Today I am back home In my country and I can safely say that this was a succes !

My symptomes diminished by at least 30%. I would say that today I am 95% recovered.

I will defintely go for more infusions, this thing is really amazing. My energy levels are better. My mood is better. My DP is better, my anxiety is better.

The cost is 600 £ an infusions in the clinique Nadcell.
This is there website. www.nadcell.com . The staff is very kind and they are very proffesionnel. You can do it either in a hotel room or at their clinique in Marlybone London.

Feel free to PM for any questions.

Take Care

I am going for it, will let your guys posted.

Please watch the video and comment :

https://m.youtube.co...h?v=g4RVmymUrlc

JUST GO PRESCRIPTION FOR FMRI 😃😃. Hold your guys aware.

As promised,

I will give you infos about blood and urine tests;

Cathecolamines in platelets ( Not extremely acurat du to the BBB but gives an indication ).

Serotonine low
Gaba extremely low
Dopamine Extremely low
Noradrenaline low
Cortisol low
Glutamte above average

Adrenal Fatigue test ( Burn Out )

Disfonctionel cortisol adrenaline cycle.

Oxidative stress :

EXTREMELY HIGH, 6 times above average.

Also low Vitamine D3.

Appart from that everything was fine, but the general trend is that everything is very low appart from glutamate.

Also I would like to say that I am a Lamotrigine responder and all blood tests where done with no meds food or supplements in the blood appart from benzo's.

Samples where taken whilst I was benzo craving so anyway my benzo levels where probably very low.

You guys should do researche about essentiel amino acids that synthesise cathecolamines in order to restor levels naturaly. This is the futur of modern psychiatry ( Orthomoleculaire restauration ).

Everything can be leveled up. The only hard one is Gaba because it is in homeosthasis and balance with glutamate.

I think that restauring that balance is about processing trauma stopping drinking and exercing ( The hard part ).

Pls never take benzos as they disturbe this balance.

Do not hesitate to ask me any questions.

Hello everyone,

Just to tell you that the road is long. But I'am going a little better.

You guys can do it without medication.

I am gonna adress myself for those how got what they call DPD by a drug bad trip.

Well let me tell you guys. What you have is nothing else then a dissociative subtype of PTSD.

The first step is to take an SSRI if you are acute with Lamotrigine. This can help.

Once you are on the residual phase.

The next step is the hardest.

You have to wright an extremely detailed Narrative about your Bad Trip and your Acute Phase experience. Pls if you are Acute. Stay in bed until the meds kick in otherwise you will make further Trauma around you.

Why uplifting serotonine ? The answer is easy. Because Serotonine counter acts the effect of noradrenaline. Also Serotonine stabelises your Gaba Glutamate systeme.

When you got back most of your emmotional connection. The job is not yet Over.

You can start to tapper down the SSRI and LAMICTAL. But then you need to supplement yourself.

L-Glutamine
5-HTP
L- Tyrosine
Multi Vitamines ( All the B, E, and A )
Spiruline for heavy metals.
Redormine, Valerian and Melatonine for sleep patterns. ( You should have normal sleep paterns )
NO ALCOHOL. ( GABA DEPLETION AND GLUTAMTE INCREASE ).
Anti oxidants like co enzyme Q10 to reduce oxidative stress.

The trauma has disturbed your GABA GLUTAMATE balance by depleting L-Glutamine. When Glutamte is high your brain reactes by activating Dynorphines on the Kappa opiod receptors. This produces dissociation.

The next step is Intergation. You need to write a Narrative as most detailed as possible on your Trauma and acute phase after the trauma which is Trauma in itself. This can be done with the help of propranolol to avoid panic attacks.

Then you have the choice to work on your PTSD with your narrative.

You can do it by EMDR. Propranolol expisure therapie, or rTMS.

If you want to donit by rTMS.

The target zone will be the right DLPFC at 20Hz high frequence for 30 min everyday. During the procedure you will read again the narrative. If this is to hard you can always use Propranolol to help you 1mg/kg.

You can also do the right TPG at low frequency for dissociative symptomes. You can do as much session as you can afford it will not harm you.

In the next post I will show you my blood tests. A lot of interressting stuff.

Hope I helped

Stay strong in most cases it is PTSD.

Hello everyone,

Just to tell you that the road is long. But I'am going a little better.

You guys can do it without medication.

I am gonna adress myself for those how got what they call DPD by a drug bad trip.

Well let me tell you guys. What you have is nothing else then a dissociative subtype of PTSD.

The first step is to take an SSRI if you are acute with Lamotrigine. This can help.

Once you are on the residual phase.

The next step is the hardest.

You have to wright an extremely detailed Narrative about your Bad Trip and your Acute Phase experience. Pls if you are Acute. Stay in bed until the meds kick in otherwise you will make further Trauma around you.

Why uplifting serotonine ? The answer is easy. Because Serotonine counter acts the effect of noradrenaline. Also Serotonine stabelises your Gaba Glutamate systeme.

When you got back most of your emmotional connection. The job is not yet Over.

You can start to tapper down the SSRI and LAMICTAL. But then you need to supplement yourself.

L-Glutamine
5-HTP
L- Tyrosine
Multi Vitamines ( All the B, E, and A )
Spiruline for heavy metals.
Redormine, Valerian and Melatonine for sleep patterns. ( You should have normal sleep paterns )
NO ALCOHOL. ( GABA DEPLETION AND GLUTAMTE INCREASE ).
Anti oxidants like co enzyme Q10 to reduce oxidative stress.

The trauma has disturbed your GABA GLUTAMATE balance by depleting L-Glutamine. When Glutamte is high your brain reactes by activating Dynorphines on the Kappa opiod receptors. This produces dissociation.

The next step is Intergation. You need to write a Narrative as most detailed as possible on your Trauma and acute phase after the trauma which is Trauma in itself. This can be done with the help of propranolol to avoid panic attacks.

Then you have the choice to work on your PTSD with your narrative.

You can do it by EMDR. Propranolol expisure therapie, or rTMS.

If you want to donit by rTMS.

The target zone will be the right DLPFC at 20Hz high frequence for 30 min everyday. During the procedure you will read again the narrative. If this is to hard you can always use Propranolol to help you 1mg/kg.

You can also do the right TPG at low frequency for dissociative symptomes. You can do as much session as you can afford it will not harm you.

In the next post I will show you my blood tests. A lot of interressting stuff.

Hope I helped

Stay strong in most cases it is PTSD.

Hello dear suffers,

Sorry I have not posted for more then 2 months. The very first thing that I want to tell you, is that you are never gonna recover on Benzo's. At the moment I am tappering of with a bunch of supplements and LDN 5mg to prevent getting back to acute phase during the withdraw process.

The supplementation I am having is very complex as there are a lot of things to take into consideration in your body to lessen anxiety and obsessions ( Which are the core of DP/DR)

Next update in 6 weeks. You are all in my heart.

Wishing you all the best.

Dear suffers,

I am not going to present myself four hours. I will just let you know that I am dealing with DPD for almost 2 years. Just to make it short my DPD got induced by one single exstasy pill in Ibiza. Then on the first of August 2015 I have dissociated a week later on a flashback panic attack. Things are better now but still on 20 mg of Valium a day as well as Inderal and Lamotrigine.

I have a formation in University in biochemistry.

I am extremely lucky to be a very wealthy person, and I want my life back. This is why I will check in a facility that unfortunately a few in the world could efford.

This situation makes me very sad because everyone should have equal chances to recover from this condition.

This is why after my experience there, where they are the only clinique in the World to to biomolecular restauration and extremely special analyses that can go up to 50k.
They also make up essentiel Amino Acids and supplements formula based on analyses for any of there client.
8 of the best Dr in the world will work with me to find out what is wrong.
This facility acceptes only 30 clients a year. I will not give any name of the place at the moment.

I will publish in this forum all my findings, and tell you all about my journey there. They have the concept of orthomolecular restauration which I strongely beleive in.

Depending on there findings I will inform the community of what is actually going wrong in our brains.

I am with you bodies ! We will win this fight !