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#627652 What is worse than, to have this disorder for 50 years?

Posted by REB on 13 December 2020 - 06:32 AM

Want a hug, bro?

#616542 Dreams and reality

Posted by REB on 28 March 2020 - 09:40 AM

Dreams seem more real to me as well.

#616520 Anyone else have it 24/7

Posted by REB on 27 March 2020 - 05:45 PM

16 years.

#615436 The 2020 goals thread

Posted by REB on 28 February 2020 - 05:43 PM

1. Become Chad

2. Get good at shooting

3. Complete a marathon

#614328 Steroids, Testosterone & Androgen Receptor Modulators

Posted by REB on 06 February 2020 - 03:04 PM

I've done testosterone enanthate, Winstrol, DNP and growth hormone. I don't really recall it having much of an impact on my psyche though, except for a slight increase

in asstertiveness, but that could have been coincidental or placebo.

#606644 Does really distracting you from the feelings/thougts from DP cure it?

Posted by REB on 20 September 2019 - 04:29 PM

Just lift, bro.

#605922 I've grown sceptical of psychiatry in general..

Posted by REB on 05 September 2019 - 12:14 PM

Anything for profits. Those pharma companies have a lot to gain by contaminating science with biased junk and indoctrinating psychiatrists into prescribing their garbage. 


Although the pharmaceutical industry probably's been the primary driving force behind the medical holocaust over the last century, i would like to point out that very little of it would

be possible without the compliance and mind numbing stupidity of physicians. In many cases they're actually the sole perpetrator.

Take the benzo epidemic as an example. The manufacturers of these drugs all state in their guidelines that duration of treatment is N O T to exceed 14 days, yet

tens of thousands of people are kept on these drugs for decades leaving them absolutely neurologically fu*ked to shit.


A lot of people seem to be of the opinion that physcians are acting in good faith and in line with the current level of knowledge, hereby absolving them from all responsibilities.

I couldn't possibly disagree more. They choose not to exercise caution, they choose not to question the current level of "knowledge", they choose to prescribe pills (by the millions)

that they do not understand the mechanisms, interactions or long term implications of. 

They should absolutely be held responsible. They should be held responsible for crimes against humanity. 


It's just absolutely comical how this pattern of genocidal ineptitude keeps repeating itself over and over again in medicine, and we never seem to learn from it.

Not only do we seem unable to learn from it, but it looks to me as if every generation is actively trying to outdo the old one in body count and carnage.


Here's the bottom line though.. We have a very limted understanding of the human body (we don't even know what to feed it, for christ's sake),

so how about we calm down on the chemical warfare until we do? Radical stuff, i know.

#605836 I've grown sceptical of psychiatry in general..

Posted by REB on 04 September 2019 - 04:41 PM

Truer words have never been spoken here at DPselfhelp. 


The amount of lives lost to and ravaged by western medicine's murderous ineptitude is inconceiveable.

#603330 Medication making it worse?! Help

Posted by REB on 06 July 2019 - 04:39 PM

lol. So they just casually threw the most horrifically addictive substance known to man (Ativan/benzodiazepine) into the mix to alleviate side effects from an already

hazardous SSRI that you in all likelihood didn't need in the first place?


That doctor should be bludgeoned to death and lit on fire. 

This seriously needs to end. People all over the world are losing their lives to this kind of weaponized intellectual inferiority.

#600514 Memory Loss and MORE...

Posted by REB on 10 May 2019 - 05:45 AM

Hi, Jason.


You're on an insane amount of pharmaceuticals. Taking Lamotrigine alone is known to cause profound cognitive impairment in a relatively high percentage of people.

I think it actually might be the most reported side effect. I can't even begin to imagine the havoc all of those drugs in combination are wreaking on your body.

I would start there. 

#599546 Is the Chat working?

Posted by REB on 21 April 2019 - 07:45 AM

I really, really miss the olden days of DPSH chat =(

#599514 Lost the ability to visualize memories and images in my mind

Posted by REB on 20 April 2019 - 03:07 PM

Uhm, well, i happen to be absolutely paralyzed by DP-induced blank mindedness, so i can assure you all that my condolences were sincere.


Your description matches my experience, Toast.

My brain just kind of shut off all higher cognitive functions to protect itself from my thoughts which has left me in a semi-vegetative state. 

Unable to perform the simplest of tasks.

This is always the way my body has reacted to prolonged periods of stress. Simply by just shutting off the intellectual circuits that is causing me harm.


There are a lot of people here who's experiencing blank mindedness to varying degrees of severity.

#597294 Highly Sensitive (HSP) / Empath People

Posted by REB on 23 February 2019 - 09:29 AM

I suffer from Moderately Sensitive Person Disorder tbh.

#596738 Unusual DP

Posted by REB on 10 February 2019 - 12:23 PM

All i can say is that you're not alone in this, FranticallyNumb. My cognitive decline has reached an absurd level of severity.

My mom has to do absolutely everything for me. I can't follow the simplest of instructions, i can't keep appointments nor can i make them.

I have zero executive function. Zero. 


There are a lot of people on this board and elsewhere with these bizarre and paralyzing symptoms. Symptoms of what though? Idk, man.

Idk what to call it. All i know is that i've been chronically depersonalized/detached/dissociated out of my mind for damn near 15 years at this point.

#594090 Can't Produce Thoughts

Posted by REB on 15 December 2018 - 06:51 PM

This conditon sucks, man.

Every menial task is such an incomprehensible struggle.

Here's me taking a shower today.


>enter shower

>forgot to remove socks

>exit shower to remove socks

>re-enter shower

>forgot shower gel

>exit shower, get shower gel, re-enter

>forgot shampoo


>forgot that i j u s t picked up shower gel and proceed to use shampoo as shower gel

>dry myself off

>notice that i forgot to wash the shampoo from my hair

>freak the eff out and smash everything in sight


I quite literally have zero percent executive function. Bedridden.