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yoloking123

Member Since 05 Jul 2016
Offline Last Active Feb 09 2021 09:41 AM
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head hurts

07 July 2020 - 08:40 PM

my head constantly aches through out the day. whenever i first got depersonalized, it was all about anxiety, now since its been a couple years now i dont really care about the anxiety. the head pressure hurts every moment that i am awake...anybody else??

masturbation

25 May 2020 - 10:27 PM

why does masturbating make my dp/dr so bad? i went 24 days without jerking off but i decided why not just a lil while ago and it just went from bearable to unbearable. anybody else has this issue?

music

03 May 2020 - 07:08 PM

can you guys feel music at all cuz i just cant seem to feel it and i hate it

eating/relationships, etc

03 April 2020 - 06:42 PM

Do you feel like everything is scary to do when depersonalized such as even eating? I even feel like ill never be able to get married and have kids with this thing. Im still a virgin and all and i turn 20 next month, im not ashamed of that btw... the thing is how could i possibly get a girlfriend and have sex with her if i feel this way? What if i die, while having sex with her, you know what i mean? Its very scary to think about. I hate this condition with all my being, its took away so much. I think i would already have a job and a girlfriend rn, if it wasnt for this condition but i just dont.

why?

15 March 2020 - 05:19 PM

I hate DP/DR. Its not fair what so ever to have to deal with this each and every single day. I just recently had surgery to get my appendix removed and always feared surgery, but whenever i found out i had to have it, i didnt really care that i had too because i knew deep down within, that surgery is not as scary as DP/DR is. Yet we have to deal with it EVERY SINGLE DAY AND SOMEHOW RECOVER by trying to do some kind of thing or tactic that someone else used to recover, it feels impossible to get out of this condition. I find it hard that something so fucking terrible could exist but it literally does and i find myself asking myself all the time, just why the fuck did this happen to me? Because im so intelligent i become mentally ill? It just doesnt make any sense. Always anxious and always scared about absolutely nothing is just stupid and completely uncalled for.