Posted 15 March 2020 - 05:19 PM
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Posted 16 March 2020 - 04:27 PM
Posted 16 March 2020 - 06:30 PM
Can you expain what exactly the feeling you have when you have an epiosde? I want to know if the feeling is the same as mine. When I have it, it's like my mind is literally ouside my body and I can't retrieve it. I know nothing at all bad will happen, but in that moment, my mind is not insync with my body. Like there is two parts of me in this universe. I literally don't know where my mind is. I freeze and don't know how to talk to someone. I don't know how to take the next step in a conversation with someone. Luckily it doesn't show too much or even at all to the person I am talking to. The wires in my brain are all over the place. I think about the afterlife at that moment and where am I. I am living literally only in this second, and not one minute, hour, day, or week from now. I don't feel like I will die, but it's just like so many thoughts are running through me. It's the most hardest thing to explain to someone.
I went to Mecca last October and after that I didn't have a DP/DR attack for weeks. It felt amazing. There are weeks I go without having them, then there are days, or hours where I don't have them. Today is day 4 that I didn't have them. I hope it will continue with the streak and won't have them ever again.
Posted 17 March 2020 - 06:00 AM
We expect life to be fair, for the most, and humorously dismiss the few times it isn't with "Life isn't fair, ha ha". Well, the simple fact is that life isn't fair. The sooner you recognize it, the better off you will be.
Is it fair that animals are born to be crushed by automobiles as they attempt to retrieve a snack from the median? I don't think so. Road kill on the highway of life. That's what most of us are
destined for. If you think your intelligence made you vulnerable to mental illness, maybe you are not as smart as you think? It's OK to take time out for a self pity session now and again.
Breaktime is over. Back to work.
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