I do have these weird thoughts and feelings for 1 year now. I only "felt" real for 3 weeks in this time and knew it were just thoughts. I have to think about solipsism and that I am the only person that exists. It started with thoughts 1 year ago and now I kind of "feel" solipsism. It´s true that solipsism doesn´t make any sense yes, but it´s so hard to resist since I have such a weird feeling of being unreal and others are just figments of my mind.
I also have thoughts like " What if I have always been a solipsist?"
I told myself 1 month ago, its okay to feel like this atm and that it isn´t permanent and it slowly began to fade and I felt a little more real and connected to other people, but then out of nowhere everything felt unreal again. It´s like I woke up and everything felt so weird again and even though I kept telling myself that it´s okay to feel like that and to have these thoughts atm, it didn´t help and it´s been 1 week now, since I feel unreal again.
The past 3 weeks felt good and I was like 90% cured for that time, but now it feels like I am stuck in here forever.. :-/