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#1 Abhishek

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Posted 07 April 2018 - 02:07 AM

Hello everyone
Sorry for my bad English

When I was in 9th grade, suddenly I started having existential thought who am O? Why am on earth ? And everything looks so strange and I started to cry!!!
It continued for several weeks until my mom till me to Psychologist who don't have clinic but was working as a government servant
He diagnosed me and said I don't have any problem
Things were going well until .1 month back
I started having existential thought
1. Who am I?
2. Why I am on earth?
3. What is point of existence?
And so on
I feel so unfamiliar that energy thing looked strange and I started crying!!!
Sometimes even my family members looks
Strange
Now things are getting worse
I think
What I see is this life?
Time is flowing, what is really time?
Is this life what I see?
I questions every thing
How would other see the world through life?
I am completely hollow inside

I think why I can in my body? How my soul is in my body? This gives me anxiety
I was having ocd but it completely went away
I am having trouble concentrating
My studies. I think it's ruining my life. Crying everyday my life has become hell
I think how can we feel,taste,smell everything


Plzzzzzzzz I want help
Symtom that scares me is I am seeing world through different perspective as if ensuring is strange and alien to me
I see thing in 3d not in 2d
No one understand me

Pllllzzzzzzz help

EVERY ANSWER WILL BE APPRECIATED
PLEASE HELP AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE

#2 solus

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Posted 07 April 2018 - 05:40 AM

Hi Abhishek,

 

My experiences with dp/dr were very, very similar to yours, and I think you would benefit from reading most of my posts.

 

I am fully recovered now -- so completely recovered that I can discuss the kind of thoughts you mention with complete emotional indifference. The last time I had any anxiety over them was two years ago.

 

I will try to reply more here later.

 

 

 

Hello everyone
Sorry for my bad English

When I was in 9th grade, suddenly I started having existential thought who am O? Why am on earth ? And everything looks so strange and I started to cry!!!
It continued for several weeks until my mom till me to Psychologist who don't have clinic but was working as a government servant
He diagnosed me and said I don't have any problem
Things were going well until .1 month back
I started having existential thought
1. Who am I?
2. Why I am on earth?
3. What is point of existence?
And so on
I feel so unfamiliar that energy thing looked strange and I started crying!!!
Sometimes even my family members looks
Strange
Now things are getting worse
I think
What I see is this life?
Time is flowing, what is really time?
Is this life what I see?
I questions every thing
How would other see the world through life?
I am completely hollow inside

I think why I can in my body? How my soul is in my body? This gives me anxiety
I was having ocd but it completely went away
I am having trouble concentrating
My studies. I think it's ruining my life. Crying everyday my life has become hell
I think how can we feel,taste,smell everything


Plzzzzzzzz I want help
Symtom that scares me is I am seeing world through different perspective as if ensuring is strange and alien to me
I see thing in 3d not in 2d
No one understand me

Pllllzzzzzzz help

EVERY ANSWER WILL BE APPRECIATED
PLEASE HELP AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE



#3 Johqnnq

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Posted 07 April 2018 - 07:24 AM

I have also time when this is so bad. I feel empty. Meaningless. No connection to anything and same time i dont even understand it. Because i dont know how things should be. Everyday i wonder what im stilö doing here. What should i do. I just cant go on.

#4 Spikeycloud

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Posted 07 April 2018 - 11:18 AM

Hello everyone
Sorry for my bad English

When I was in 9th grade, suddenly I started having existential thought who am O? Why am on earth ? And everything looks so strange and I started to cry!!!
It continued for several weeks until my mom till me to Psychologist who don't have clinic but was working as a government servant
He diagnosed me and said I don't have any problem
Things were going well until .1 month back
I started having existential thought
1. Who am I?
2. Why I am on earth?
3. What is point of existence?
And so on
I feel so unfamiliar that energy thing looked strange and I started crying!!!
Sometimes even my family members looks
Strange
Now things are getting worse
I think
What I see is this life?
Time is flowing, what is really time?
Is this life what I see?
I questions every thing
How would other see the world through life?
I am completely hollow inside

I think why I can in my body? How my soul is in my body? This gives me anxiety
I was having ocd but it completely went away
I am having trouble concentrating
My studies. I think it's ruining my life. Crying everyday my life has become hell
I think how can we feel,taste,smell everything


Plzzzzzzzz I want help
Symtom that scares me is I am seeing world through different perspective as if ensuring is strange and alien to me
I see thing in 3d not in 2d
No one understand me

Pllllzzzzzzz help

EVERY ANSWER WILL BE APPRECIATED
PLEASE HELP AS EARLY AS POSSIBLE

 

 

It is easier said than done but you should try to calm down, resisting and panicking makes things even worse

 

Before I answer, can you explain to me why it is so important for you to know for you who you are? What would change if about how you feel if you knew?







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