I don't know if I'm depressed or have DP anymore. I don't have much interest in anything, which would suggest I'm depressed, but my sense of time and place are non existent, and when I think of other people around me and my identity, I feel lost or uncertain. I feel very much like a zombie throughout the day, but because I'm not stressing about it, I'm not experiencing any DR. I know that I'm not happy and that I don't have many thoughts during the day, which means also no ambition or drive.
I've considered going on antidepressants, but I'm really not sure they will make a difference. Since my loss of identity, or disassociation from myself seems to be the symptom that is persisting, it's making me wonder if maybe I've got some repressed memories and should go explore that avenue or the disorder. I'm even considering hypnosis since I've got basically no childhood memories and I've always wondered why. I have no recollection of a bad childhood, but if something bad happened, maybe I just repressed it?