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#1 LiamGamerr


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Posted 04 May 2015 - 10:05 PM

After nearly 1 year of suffering with this hell i am starting to learn to live with it but i cannot and i mean CANNOT put up with this ear pressure any longer. i have both sinus and ear pressure and its worse in my left ear. My ears just wont release the pressure and its driving me mad. i get a pretty bad head pressure after i eat a meal and its really really getting me down. i used the nasal spray the doctor gave me and it did nothing. im just gonna hang myself i cant take life any longer not to mention the fact im 20 still a virgin with no friends no girlfriend no life. my life consists of me sitting in my room on my computer with head pressure from a blocked middle ear. Good bye everyone

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Posted 04 May 2015 - 11:10 PM

Don't choose the easy way out. Breathe. Calm down. Thing will get better. It's always darkest before the dawn.

#3 Midnight


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Posted 05 May 2015 - 01:16 AM

Go to an E.N.T specialist?......

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Posted 05 May 2015 - 08:57 AM

It's difficult on any internet forum for any of us to help you directly.  If you really feel suicidal, tell someone, someone you trust, hopefully someone who loves you -- a parent, a sibling, anyone. Do you have a therapist?

Also, as someone mentioned above see an Ear, Nose and Throat doctor.  Right now I am going through some bad vertigo and it's been a week.  I can't do anything but sit up straight or lie diown.  This has happened in the past and usually passes, so far it hasn't.


At any rate, there are a number of treatments for this.

Check out a physical cause and treatment if that is what you need.

Also, I have noticed that when I am especially anxious my tinnitus (ringing in the ears) gets bad, and one time, I literally couldn't hear out of one ear for a day.

Also, there have been many times in my life when I have thought of suicide.  I am glad I never went through with it.  You sound very young, I am 56.  And I don't claim to be stronger than you re: this mess.  I only ask that you reach out, not here, but to any close person in your life, and literally make an appointment with an ENT.

I could kick myself at this point for having this (mainly vertigo where I can't drive my car and can barely get around) and not getting the final test where they cause you to have vertigo as there are many types.  You can also determine if you have a hearing loss, and they can also look in there and figure out a lot.

Even if I live moment to moment, it has ben worth it.  My life has taken me many places, many intersting places.  It isn't the life I wanted, but it is life.

Talk to somene close to you -- a parent even -- now.


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Posted 05 May 2015 - 07:24 PM

I can't put it any better than dreamer did, you need someone who is physically there to help you in a time like this. Please please call a hot line or speak to a friend/family member. Don't give up

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