Took too much of an antipsychotic now I'm psychotic and numb as well.
I am confused by this statement.
As many have noted, Abilify is not always used for pscyosis or schiozphrenia. It is used to help with depression and other issues. Many medications of all kinds (not just for psychiatric issues) are used for reasons other than what they were originally developed for.
Your doctor giving you Abilify for DP/DR as a first choice ... well, I would suggest other meds first ... and really don't like that. But when you say "I have now become schizoprhenic" -- did the doctor literally give you that diagnosis?
My concern is you are afraid that severe symptoms of DP/DR are schizophrenia or psychosis and they are NOT. I have DP/DR, depression and severe anxiety. I have considered Abilify on and off for years. Years ago I was given older anitpsychotics -- Stellazine and something else -- just briefly. They made my DP/DR HORRIBLE. But when I went off of them, I felt better ... back to where I started ... and I was NOT psychotic. They have tranquilizing properties.
Again, have you diagnosed yourself as having schizophrenia? Or is your DP/DR very bad and you are thinking you have some form of psychosis. What does your doctor say.
As noted here over and over -- DP/DR is NOT psycosis/schizophrenia, etc.
I wish you could explain further.
Also, I continue to resist taking Abilify as I do not want to feel worse -- DP/DR. For all I know it could help me feel less depressed, but I am afraid it will make my DP/DR worse. It is a risk/benefit decision I have made. I could change my mind next year, but I feel the meds I'm on are helpng me the most, and are the recommended medications for DP/DR.