What the hell is going on? My dp/dr got so bad last April, and its still bad... I feel like i am already gone away, everyday even second is a struggle, i really try to live on, but it hasn't changed a thing... I just came back from a day at the university and it already seems like a memory so far away, if someone asked me to tell me about what happen today, i probably could tell i more detailed than most others.. But still it doesn't seem like i am living the moment and that its me... What the hell is going on? Am i really going crazy? i really want to live my life like i used to do, happy and not in constant fear and confusedness......... I been going to a psychiatrist for about a year now, but nothing has changed for the better, i feel trapped... They put me on Cipralex, but that didn't do squat... I really dont want to take medicine, but right now i just need some kinda relief.. Even my dreams are fucked up unreal!! I feel like im all in my head, just observing and thinking... its so crazy... hope that you understand what i mean...
Sorry about the non positiv story
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