Good day to everybody. I have 38 years and my subjective thinking is that i dont feel life like before. I mean like i am on automatic pilot
just doing my to-do list,family,working,earning good but not enjoying in little things.Most of the time i feel too much introspective without mindfulness and sensing life,wind ,rain. Everything that i do is planned without any spontaneous thing. Is this normal thing as we get older to pay less and less attention to things we already know? Is it lack of some neurotransmitter like norepinerfine? I sure feel kind of derealization like life is more syntethic without flavour.