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#1 FEM

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 05:49 PM

Hi, I would like to have some advice. I have had DR for 6 years with a slight degree. It increased with stress and certain situations, it never left me for a moment. Now, after breaking up with my girlfriend, I got general anxiety and strong DR and have no idea what to do now. Earlier I had no fears about it, unless I looked at the wall and it seemed different. I'm afraid that now this 6-year-old DR has merged with what is now and will never disappear. I feel like committing suicide, I don't have the strength for it all the time I'm crying I'm so lost that I feel that I only have suicide left. In 3 days I have behavioral therapy and I'm afraid to go to it, I'm afraid of not understanding. Nobody understands me; (Please help. I can't accept, I don't know what it means, it seemed to me that I accepted this state for 6 years.

 

 

 

I don't know why the previous state persisted

 



#2 imsofucked

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 06:29 PM

i can PROMISE you you are not alone. Most people look forward going to sleep at night to escape the DPDR but i dread it because i know i have to wake up and start the entire battle with my mind holding onto sanity by a thread again. Throughout my time having this i have never felt as hopeless as i do now and its scaring me aswell. Hang in there please, i promise if i can do it you can do it. Try baby steps each day and dont force too much change. All we can do.



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Posted 09 August 2020 - 09:38 PM

One day at a time.You don't know what to do?  Then don't do anything you don't have to do.   I overcame suicidal thoughts by surviving one day at a time. I was so hopeless, I was

convinced I was going to kill myself to end my suffering.  I was so convincing, I actually made a crisis counselor cry over the phone because she was sure I was

going to kill myself. I was sick out of my mind.   I still feel bad about that.  When I recovered, I sent the foundation a nice donation.    Take it easy on yourself.

Now is not the time to wrestle with life's bigger issues.  Relax when you can.  Try to get the rest you need..  Take extra special care of yourself.

Let time be on your side.  I.never thought I could pull away from the black hole I was in. I just refused to give in. And, I feel guilty about it because

I don't believe that everyone else is going to make it.  I just want you to know that you can make it if you persist and persevere.  Good luck.



#4 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:14 PM

Buddy we all think about suicide but no one do it, and if you want to suicide just take a break try every possible remedy first and than think about it.

#5 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:15 PM

Lemme give you some things to try before thinking too much

#6 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:18 PM

Potential Threats:
Copper toxicity
Hypothyroidism
Adrenal fatigue
Lyme disease
Testesterone problem
Csf fluid in brain
Check ear problem!! ***




Checkups:
Csf fluid leakage check up
Neurotransmitter checkup
Full body check u
Gut/stomach check up
Fmri scan
Quantic EEG scan- it studies areas of brain




Things we can do:
Ect
Smart TMS
Check for Lyme disease
Clonazepam
Retanil
Adderal
Binaural beats- 3 months
Spiral hypnosis
Emdr
Atropine coma therapy
Buspirone
Valium
Stress releasing exercises
Cycling ***
Wellbutrin (new latest)
Perfenan (poof in 3 days 2mg)
TRE
Diazepam (1 day, 5mgx 3 times)
Sports message on neck




Supplements
Alpha Brain(not so important)
Sublingual B complex***
5 htp(okok)
GABA*****
L theanine****
Magnesium calm**
Rhodeala rosea
Lutein***
Fish oil (RenewLife)****
Sarcosine**
Black seed***
L-Dopa*****try(not more than 3 months in combo with DHEA)
DHEA(not more than 3months

#7 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:19 PM

Things we can do:
L- dopa(real Mucuna) ..... Not levadopa
Ect
Smart TMS
Check for Lyme disease
Clonazepam
Retanil
Adderal
Binaural beats- 3 months
Spiral hypnosis
Emdr
Atropine coma therapy
Buspirone
Valium
Stress releasing exercises
Cycling ***
Wellbutrin (new latest)
Perfenan (poof in 3 days 2mg)
TRE
Diazepam (1 day, 5mgx 3 times)
Sports message on neck

#8 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:20 PM

Specifically focus on this

#9 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:31 PM

Start with L dopa (a geniune one)...if it doesn't take u out

Than go for sarcosine ..... still not satisfied than go for

Cycling bike for two months... Than

Medication:
Buspirone or
Lamictal+ssri or
Valium or
Diazepam or
Clonazepam or
Perfenan

If still it u aren't okay go for smart TMS

Still not good???

Go for Atropine Coma Therapy!!!


I know your phase this is tooooo bad, miserable but it's okay there are many things you can do before dying, believe me you will be almost same like before first get some l dopa because you need some motivation

#10 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:34 PM

CBT and benzos are of no use

#11 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:40 PM

So look u can do many things before ending it all and have some shame look at blind peoples,look at dangerously handicapped people, look at crazy people, u r still not so unblessed atleast you can hope that one day you will be fine.

#12 Saibon

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Posted 09 August 2020 - 10:41 PM

No matter what bud "survive".




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