I know what you're thinking. "Ugh. Another blog post about the Coronavirus." It's okay, I've been reacting like that lately too. However, I feel like DPDR is a largely overlooked mental disorder and I want to share my experiences with this community.
So. My "Coronacation" hasn't been the most exciting time, but as far as I can tell, everyone else is...
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04 January 2019
Morning All
Finally i'm here. I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. I guess that's what I mean when I say finally i'm here as my DP/DR has led me here today.
My name is Saber, I'm 38 years old,...
today i start taking clonazepam (3 drops at night).and i used to take 1 citalopram, but now i'll be taking 1 and 1/2 so thats what i'm going to be taking daily from now on. lets hope it does something 💊💦 (tbh i wanted to try cbd lol but whatever, if this doesn't work, thats probably going to be my next step)
Musings and feelings right now
Posted by Ernestia Ignis in Ernestia Ignis' Blog,
05 January 2019
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Musings
Hey guys
So
This is a recent attempt to put my feelings into words.
I feel like myself and not myself.
Like.
I’m getting recollections of memories from the past whenever I look at something. It sounds like a good response.
Right now I’ve been taking huberzine A, an acetocholine reuptake inhibitor
About 200 mcg a day. Ive also been doing other...
Hey guys
So
This is a recent attempt to put my feelings into words.
I feel like myself and not myself.
Like.
I’m getting recollections of memories from the past whenever I look at something. It sounds like a good response.
Right now I’ve been taking huberzine A, an acetocholine reuptake inhibitor
About 200 mcg a day. Ive also been doing other...
So, I haven’t posted anything in a long time.
Here’s how I’m doing... I’ve started to drink again.
I’ve started to smoke marijuana again, however I don’t do it very often, maybe once a month.
I eat what I want and I exercise when I please too.
I don’t go to therapy and I don’t take medication.
I have anxiety and fear all the time...
Here’s how I’m doing... I’ve started to drink again.
I’ve started to smoke marijuana again, however I don’t do it very often, maybe once a month.
I eat what I want and I exercise when I please too.
I don’t go to therapy and I don’t take medication.
I have anxiety and fear all the time...
How to BEAT depersonalization (C-PTSD) (from my life experiences and extensive research)
Posted by Michaeln99 in DEPERSONALIZATION IS COMPLEX TRAUMA,
11 November 2018
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depersonalization disorder, CPTSD and 3 more...
depersonalization disorder, CPTSD and 3 more...
Hi Everyone,
I'm starting this blog in order to 1) acknowledge my feelings in an attempt to understand how to be better and 2) hopefully make a connection that will maybe help others contextualize their feelings. I've expereience DRDP and/or some level of debilitating anxiety for nearly as long as I can remember. I've been able to distill my expereince down...
I'm starting this blog in order to 1) acknowledge my feelings in an attempt to understand how to be better and 2) hopefully make a connection that will maybe help others contextualize their feelings. I've expereience DRDP and/or some level of debilitating anxiety for nearly as long as I can remember. I've been able to distill my expereince down...
You guys know how big life events can encourage a DP episode. It happened. My son turned one today, and the past week have been keeping away and avoiding some feelings.
When I am in public, I struggle not to feel people. There have been many outings lately due to the nicer weather. I put up an invisible wall to protect myself. After I got home it struck...
When I am in public, I struggle not to feel people. There have been many outings lately due to the nicer weather. I put up an invisible wall to protect myself. After I got home it struck...
Hello guys I'm new to this forum. Just wanted to talk about my story and recovery.For anyone still suffering from this horrid nightmare I'm so truly sorry it can be tough.But it does get better,you just have to have faith it will pass!!!
My story start 6 months ago I'm pretty sure mine is pretty similar for anyone who had weed induced dp/dr.well it...
My story start 6 months ago I'm pretty sure mine is pretty similar for anyone who had weed induced dp/dr.well it...
i think im about to get fired and its too much for me to handle
I just have this constant habit of over analyzing and paying close attention to everything, and I mean EVERYTHING, I do. I even pay attention to how I think and the thoughts I get. It's horrible, and I honestly don't know how to escape this. I honestly can't even think anymore because of this, because I'm always so fixated on my thinking and how it works...
I first experienced dp 2 years ago and yes it was awful as so many know. Now I still have dp, but I normally forget about it. I guess that really just emphasises how much it's in the head, I only remember it when I think about it. Tip 1: It's OKAY. I know it doesn't feel okay, I know it's scary and you may feel lonely and that it's tough. But it's...
Hey,
I haven’t wrote anything in a long time.
A horrible thing happened.
My brother committed suicide in February.
There was no signs or signals.
We didn’t have a clue.
I had to tell my parents. My DPDR has been skyrocketing.
I don’t really know how to deal with it.
I’m just taking one day at a time.
I have a lot of thoughts of death and about...
I haven’t wrote anything in a long time.
A horrible thing happened.
My brother committed suicide in February.
There was no signs or signals.
We didn’t have a clue.
I had to tell my parents. My DPDR has been skyrocketing.
I don’t really know how to deal with it.
I’m just taking one day at a time.
I have a lot of thoughts of death and about...
okay so i was told taking ativan will help my dp. i’m just scared to even try because the last time i took buspar i had my very first experience with depersonalization. i have a concert to go to in 12 days and i am determined to go. it’s hard for me to leave the house but if i don’t go to this concert and meet this person i will never forgive myself....
Journal Fri, Feb. 9 : The Reason Why
Posted by -SPIT- in Feelz & Thoughtz,
09 February 2018
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I think maybe it would be beneficial if I wrote about why I've suffered with DP all my life.
Because if I'm self aware enough to have it, I'm self aware enough to know exactly why. And it's simple.
I have father issues, plus perhaps a very sensitive mind. Let me explain.
My Dad, hasn't had a steady job. Therefore he stays home all day.
My mother,...
Because if I'm self aware enough to have it, I'm self aware enough to know exactly why. And it's simple.
I have father issues, plus perhaps a very sensitive mind. Let me explain.
My Dad, hasn't had a steady job. Therefore he stays home all day.
My mother,...
Hey guys, still have that drunk feeling/distorted feeling that comes with DP. I was reading a few posts and it got me wondering... Is 24/7 DP actually a thing? Or is it a lasting effect from obsessing over it? I want to say that I feel it all the time, but frankly that's not true. Whenever I am distracted (TV, Video Games, Schoolwork, etc...) I don't think...
My symptoms of depersonalization and the way I feel. Opening up helps alot.
Posted by Sharon22 in Sharon22's Blog,
13 January 2018
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depersonalization, anxiety and 7 more...
depersonalization, anxiety and 7 more...
I have no idea how I am controlling my body, as I type this, it is like someone else is controlling my body. I don't feel present. My body feels robotic and on autopilot. The sky looks strange tonight, the world seems so weird and foreign to me, my mind is not connected to anything and has not been for months. I understand that all my mind is doing is...
Hi everyone, I have had dpdr, dissociative amnesia(complete to partial memory loss), and slight hppd, causing mild hallucinations for the past 5 years and now I have it down almost completely. In my opinion, the first thing someone needs to realize if he wants to be healed is that dpdr is a disorder caused by negative emotion/triggers/negative...
Blog #1 First time blowjob + Might try Xanax (should I?)
Posted by nathan69 in nathans blog,
12 October 2017
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Im just gonna link points down as stuff that's come up recently even though it doesn't really have to do with dp/dr I wanna this up to look at it when im older.
ok so I got my first blowjob a couple weeks ago and I kinda fell in love with the girl but ik they always end up not loving me so I stopped myself before I got too far. I remember we were...
ok so I got my first blowjob a couple weeks ago and I kinda fell in love with the girl but ik they always end up not loving me so I stopped myself before I got too far. I remember we were...
Hello everyone,
My name is Dustin, and I am very scared. I'm scared of the universe, scared of being inside my body, scare of looking at objects, literally everything. What caused this was smoking some synthetic marijuana about three years ago for me, and I've been in pain ever since. It seems as every day is just another day to struggle through...
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