Please give me help.
My name is Dustin, and I am very scared. I'm scared of the universe, scared of being inside my body, scare of looking at objects, literally everything. What caused this was smoking some synthetic marijuana about three years ago for me, and I've been in pain ever since. It seems as every day is just another day to struggle through life and I wish I could just go outside for once and look up at the sky and say I'm OK, things are going to be OK. But I don't know if I can. I don't know if I'm strong enough. Please help me get through this.