Shaye

I am a twenty five year old female who has just discovered that there was a name for this 'feeling.'  The most scary thing is that i dont know when i fell into this state, i cant remember being out of it. I thought it was normal, or that life genuinely wasnt real! Or maybe i have been out of it but didn't realise? I sometimes just plod along doing normal robotic things and occasionally i have to remind myself that im really here, yet although i say it out loud i dont believe what im saying. its similar to being in a dream yet I can see everything where it's stands and not distorted. It's like a distancing consciousness that is brushing Reality that I don't believe is really truly there.

None of my friends and family are taking me seriously, because I seem so normal to them; I really wish they could jump in my head for one second!

How do I wake up? I need to get out of it! Is it even really possible?