MateodeMateoMember Since 16 Mar 2011
Offline Last Active Mar 28 2013 11:05 AM
i'm so tired of feeling miserable and alone, i just want my mind back
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Trying to find a way out of this hell. I keep researching online for answers, but I suppose that a lot of people on here are doing the same. I've had DP for almost two years now, and it is crushed my soul and ruined my life int that short time.
I am 43, and it seems that the majority of folks who get DP or who are on here are a lot younger. And I'm gay. How is that for isolating. GAY, DP'd, and OLD. I ask myself, what the hell did to deserve all of this.
I live in an efficiency now, which I think of as my prison, even though I know the prison is in my mind. For those of you who are able to fight this monster and live a normal life -- work, go out in public and do things, I hope you write me and tell me how you do it.
Not sure life is worth living half-dead. I hate to write that, but it is my truth.